Attitude Rulez Be One of Us

Reborn & Work

2007-07-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

2 months nv update my blog le
sorry everyone..
hahax lost contact with some of my frens..
very very sorry..
its been very bz ever since holiday been pass a week ago..
everyday sch and work..
sometimes too tired and lazy to go to school
hahax..

i will change my blogskin and update the blog soon
=)

Movie & Phrases4

2007-05-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Very long nv blog..
partly is becoz i cant think of something to write nowadays..
and also this week spiderman 3 started screening..
almost everyday need to went back to work after school..
weekends also abt work..
hahax tired but high
think my bro enjoy the most..
can use comp everyday w/o me this big bro disturbing
hahax

ever since i started working..
hardly got the time and mood to play dota..
alrdy cant get enuff slp..
dun even wanna bother abt dota..
hahax going to become a noob soon =X
got time then brush up my skills..

last week blog song is "Wo shi zhen de hen ai hen ai ni"
by jerry
hope u guys enjoy it

this week blog song will be...
"chan hai"
by jay
not released song in any of his album
im learning to sing his rap
so cool hahax =)
enjoy~

残骸（又名：心灵交战）歌词：
歌手：刘畊宏专辑：彩虹天堂
作词：刘畊宏　作曲：周杰伦　编曲：蔡科俊
说唱：周杰伦

现实的世界
早已经妥协放弃
再蜕变　变变
黑暗万变在计划
诱惑欺骗
心灵交战
持续不断各地在挑战
激昂愤慨因为爱想改变这世代
炫丽　影像　四散场面气派
幻像　假象　负面思想覆盖
一点一点试着控制这心态
谁能临危不乱你我去等待
梦已经被毁坏
拿什么重新灌溉
心已经被出卖
暴露破碎的内在
自由意志是武器也是要害
答案左右摇摆忽明忽暗界限不明白
心灵交战谁宣判这过犯
命定向天呼喊烈火无止尽的扩散
再惊险再震撼
谁能带我走过幽谷的地带
我怎么能　有希望
有期待　有未来
我怎么证明爱的存在
我怎么摆脱这纠缠
让无奈去掩埋残骸

Someone told me b4..
money is everything..
izzit true?

Money isn't everything..
It can buy a bed - but not sleep
It can buy a clock - but not time
It can buy u a book - but not knowledge
It can buy u a position - but not respect
It can buy u a medicine - but not health
It can buy u blood - but not life
It can buy u sex - but not love

Beauty & Movie

2007-04-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

This week blog song special
"Xing" by Youme
from the movie
"200 pound beauty"
please turn on ur speakers =)
its a very nice and touching song
the movie is funny and nice
worth watching *thumbs up*
enjoy this song~

I & Her

2007-04-24T08:55:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Maureen & Cheow teck!
hahax wish both of u all the best

hehe anyway lots of things happened nowadays
school has reopen for a week alrdy
sianx..
almost everyday can fall asleep in class..
hahax year 3 liao..
hahax sound so old sia
having FYP this year..
just do our best

This week de blog song is
"Liu Xing, Shen Ling, Yu"
by chen xiao dong
very nice song
enjoy

Today marked a special meaning
im so happy
zhen jie thanks for ur help at the carpark
i noe everyone helped alot
if u noe wad i mean ;)
i wont let u all down =)

School & Attachment

2007-04-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

Time to blog..
Attachment is over..
now working as a part-timer
my grade for itp is a B
hahax time to sort out my mood
and get rdy for school again..
back to a no-life-daily-routine thingy again
dam i hate it..
sch is never something i will look forward to
*timetable suxs

sorry nowadays very lazy to blog..
too many mixed feelings sometimes
and i dunnoe why..
am i really a complex person?
i nv notice that..well..
maybe..

anyway this week de blog song is
Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni
by pin guan and liang jing ru
enjoy

Today i from 5am sleep to 5pm afternoon..
woah so cool sia..
i actually wanna continue to sleep de..
but i dun wanna waste half of my day on my bed..
sigh..nowadays easy to get tired
then will just keep quiet
and quiet is not emo
is just dun feel like talking thats all..

Too long nv have any proper sleep
last week is so so so tiring..
especially going to work after chalet..
and i cant believe i sleep infront of patron omg sia..
hahax funny sight..
thanks christina for waking me up =X
that night rain heavily..super nice weather
reach home immediately bathe and sleep

The 3days 2night chalet wasnt good
i still feel bad for somethings
Alot of things happened
haix just forget it
last week is wee tong & chua sai de birthday hahax
very sad cs nv come for the chalet..
hahax
anyway its been a very long time since i really emo at the beach le..
so calm so peaceful..
but sad we didnt see the sunrise

Chalet & Scar

2007-04-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

Last week totally rox
alot of things happened..
but its alright now
i guess..

last thursday went to get a hair cut
coz alot of ppl say i look like gal
so sad sia..
even patrons said that..
and that patron say i have beautiful hair
hahax wad sia..
then watch "becoz i said so" with huie & lyndy
hahax the dog very cute sia
if u got watch the show u will understand why..
after that went to k box
with the gals..
im the only guy..
hahax just high along with them
from 10pm to 3am
then went to mac and rot..
very tired..
then took cab home..
friday liao 7am slp 8am woke up getting rdy for work
candy opening alone with only 1 hr of slp..
seriously can die..tahan till 1+ SK comes
woah torturing also..
keep asking me to top up things..
sianx argh..
wait for simon to finish his box stuff
he brought me down to li wei de chalet at downtown
play and rot till night..

Think most of u guys noe wad happened to me recently
theres nth much to say abt it..
im alrdy lazy to repeat e story
hate to recall that bloody & painful experience
those childish ass will have wad they deserve one day
after that incident my right eye totally cant see..
total blurness..
was able to stay clam..but i cant walk straight
back of my head was hit also
really unforgettable was my hand was covered with my own blood
i think it was really terrible & scary
can feel one trembling..
went to changi hospital with christina ,zhi hua & lyndy
they glue the wound up..
got my medicine..
then went back to chalet..
now i understand this sentence
患难见真情
thanks to all..im touched..

Was worried abt how to tell my family
but now it was alright le
im ok also..
sorry chu teck i cant work with all e other itp students at cb tt day
till now i still haven got any proper & quality slp
now my right eye lid got one 1cm deep cut
and i repeat again it is not eye shadow!
its blue black and i dun think it looks attractive & mi ren
hahax

Cont to high those wound cannot stop fun from coming..
hahax..
chalet over..
reached home..
got a hard time bathing..
my wound cant touch water..
sianx..
after that meet christina, huie, shi qi & crystal again
to watch movie..
go back grand to take my shoe for this coming tue mystery shopper talk
can go see ABS de xmm hahax
quite excited =P

Take care everyone

Anyways this week de blog song is
Bi Wo Xing Fu by Chen Xiao Dong
Enjoy ^^

Always & Life

2007-03-25T07:36:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog these days..
sch is starting soon
i guess our timetables are out
but i just cant seem to rmb my password for my sas
crap..got to wait till monday so i can contact school
aw that just sucks..haix

Happy birthday to Ying
today is her 19th birthday!
hahax yesterday went out with her, jessie & her frens + Kc
to marina south having steamboat
it was fun but dunnoe why i have been thinking abt something de whole day
and i dunnoe wad im thinking =S
just can seem to focus on that day
anyways thanks jes for helping me to get that present
hahax i like it hope she like it as well
i got the left half "Friends Always"
hahax anyway hope she can get a better guy
alot of things happened nowadays
at least i can see that she is willing to change for the better

Life is always de same..
today then i know that my dad has gone back to thailand
well he left w/o saying a bye
it has always been liddat for years
sigh my mood wasnt very good

Alot of things in life are just not meant to be
nowadays alot of ppl asking me the same qn
my actions and words are contradicting one another
i also dunnoe why..
i dunnoe how to explain..
i dunnoe how to answer..
theres no point doing something u noe wont succeed
when u noe u'll just end up getting hurt

Tired..
school arrangement using our holidays for attachment
all i can say is 2 words "it sux"
not even 1 week holiday for us..
bah ever since started working in gv
life becomes a little more colourful as compare to my dull & grey world
everyday i seem like rushing
very soon its gonna be 2 months

well take care everyone

Music & Lyrics

2007-03-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

This week blog song is
"Way back into love"
From the movie "Music & Lyrics"
by Hugh Grant

Way Back into Love Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Enjoy

Work & Tired

2007-03-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Tired..very long nv update my blog..
especially my blog song..
sorry everyone
hahax im just pure lazy..

Everyday working due to attachment..
9 weeks of attachment..
before started working it seem so long..
but i was wrong..
time flies..
so fast till i nv notice..
its already 1 full month since i just came here
hahax another month to 14 april..
and we will all disappear i guess
today a manager ask me a qn
will i cont to work here after attachment..
well see bah..

This week blog song
hahax finally i changed
is fang kai shou
enjoy

happy birthday to joshua
its his birthday
have alot of fun at swensen hahax

today candy bar opening alone
omg it is so stunning
hahax i do play alot of patterns and stunts + addition tricks
well same goes for my zzz trainer aka king lum/ 8 inch
hahax fun la
heng my amount is on dot hahax

anyways recently im finding this old toy
call rubiks cube
the 3 x 3 cube with 6 colours can twist and turn
if anyone noe where to get one
plz tell me =)
thanks

Results & Depart

2007-03-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

my result for last sem exam..

MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
EC1166 DESIGN AND FABRICATION PROJECT 8 A
MM2105 MECHANICS 2 5 A
EC1407 MICROCONTROLLER FOR MECHATRONIC SYSTEMS 5 A
MM2603 INDUSTRIAL AUTOMATION 4 A
MS6251 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS IIB 4 C+

Semester GPA: 3.769
Cumulative GPA: 3.049

happy for my result
its a great improvement as compare to previous ones..
hahax chiong alot just to get this..
so hows everyones result?
good or bad?
shouldnt affects u much if it wasnt good
coz its all over

TIRED
not enuff sleep
yesterday went with some frens to changi airport
to send a fren off..
she is my trainer for floor on the second day
always remind me on my working time
always help me when i need one
all the best, Efrata
...
stay overnight at changi airport..
boring =X
fall asleep there..
following day which is today still got work
i keep falling asleep and yawning when working..
luckily there are 1 or 2 jokers there
that night wasnt so dead afterall

sigh tmr still got work..
hahax enjoy ur holidays =)

Tired & Phrases4

2007-02-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

hahax nowadays too tired to blog le..
even if i have a day off
haix suddenly feel that..
theres not enuff time for me
watched just follow law yesterday..
theres a very meaningful quote inside this show
"很多事不是可不可以做，而是你敢不敢去做"
the show nice must watch =)

very long nv change my blog song le
hahax..today lets listen to an old song
by Michael Learns To Rock
"25 minutes"
enjoy

lyrics - michael learns to rock

anyways thanks jie for the bracelet
i like it very much =)
i can stop pestering u for my prezzies liao
hahax =P

避免失败人生的八个思考角度

有个失恋的女孩，在公园里因为不甘而哭泣。一个哲学家笑道：“你不过是损失了一个不爱你的人，而他损失的是一个爱他的人，他的损失比你大，你恨他做什么？不甘心的人应该是他呀。”

我们就来玩玩简单的转向思考游戏吧——转头一想，人生的喜恕哀乐也可以因为角度不同而有所不同。

问题一　如果你家附近有一家餐厅，东西又贵又难吃，桌上还爬着蟑螂，你会因为它很方便，就一而再、再而三地光临吗？

解答：你一定会说，这是什么烂问题，谁那么笨，花钱买罪受啊？可同样的情况换个场合，自己或许就做类似的蠢事。不少男女都曾经抱怨过他们的情人或另一半品性不端，三心二意，不负责任。明知道在一起没什么太好的结局，恨已经比爱还多，但是却“不知道为什么”还要和他搅和下去，分不了手。说穿了，只是为了不甘，为了习惯，这不也和光临餐厅一样？

问题二　如果你不小心丢掉100块钱，只知道它好像丢在某个你走过的地方，你会花200块钱的车费去把那100块找回来吗？

解答：这又是一个超级蠢问题。可是，相似的事情却在人生中不断发生。做错了一件事，明知自己有问题，却死也不肯认错，反而花加倍的时间来找藉口，让别人对自己的印象大打折扣。被人骂了一句话，却花了无数时间难过，道理相同。为一件事情发火，不惜损人不利已，不惜血本，不惜时间，只为报复，不也一样无聊？失去一个人的感情，明知一切已无法挽回，却还是那么伤心，而且一伤心就是好几年，还要借酒浇愁，形销骨立。其实这样一点用也没有，只是损失更多。

问题三　　你会因为打开报纸发现每天都有车祸，就不敢出门吗？

解答：当然不会，这叫因噎废食。然而，有不少人却曾说：看现在的离婚率那么高，我都不敢谈恋爱了。说得还挺理所当然。也有不少女人看到有关外遇的诸多报道，就对自己的另一半忧心忡忡，不也是类似的反应？所谓乐观，就是得相信：虽然道路多艰险，我还是那个会平安过马路的人，只要我小心一点，不必害怕过马路。
　
问题四　　你想信成功是很没头脑的，每个人随便都可以成功立业吗？

解答：过分乐观是一种愚行。但据观察，有人总是在听完成功人士绞尽脑汁的建议(比如说，多读书，多练习)之后，问了另一个问题？那不是很难？我们都想在3分钟内学好英文，在5分钟内解决所有难题，难道成功是那么容易的吗？改变当然是难的。成功只因不怕困难，所以才能出类拔萃。

问题五　　你认为完全没有打过篮球的人，可以当很好的篮球教练吗？

解答：当然不可能，外行不可能领导内行。可是，有许多人，对某个行业完全不了解，只听到那个行业好赚钱，就马上开起业来了。我看过对穿着没有任何口味、或根本不在乎穿着的人，梦想却是开间服装店；从不知道电脑怎么开机的人，就想在电子股上赚钱，结果道听途说，却不反省自己是否专业能力不足，只抱怨时不我与。

问题六相似但不相同的问题：你是否认为，篮球教练不上篮球场，闭着眼睛也可以主导一场完美的胜利？　

解答：当然也不可能。可是却有不少朋友，完全没时间管，却也努力投资开咖啡馆，开餐厅，开自己根本不懂的公司，急着把闲钱花掉，当合伙人。亏的总比赚的多，却也觉得自己只是运气不好，不是想法不对。

问题七　　你宁可后悔，也不愿意试一试自己是否能扭转危机？　

解答：恐怕没有人会说：“对，我就是这样的孬种”吧。然而，我们却常常在不该打退堂鼓时拼命打退堂鼓，为了恐惧失败而不敢尝试成功。以华裔花样滑冰高手关颖珊在赢得2000年世界花样滑冰冠军时的精彩表现为例：她一心想赢得第一名，然而在最后一场比赛前，她的总积分只排名第三位，在最后的自选曲项目上，她选择了突破，而不是少出错。在4分钟的长曲中，结合了最高难度的三周跳，并且还大胆地连跳了两次。她可能败得很难看，但是她成功了。她的名言是：“因为我不想等到失败，才后悔自己有潜力没发挥。”就因为这样的韧性，在2001年里，她又打破记者们说她“单数年不会赢”的预言，再次赢得冠军杯。

问题八　　你有无限时间，长生不老，所以最想做的事，应该无限延期？

解答：不，不，不，谁会说是呢？然而我们却常说，等我老了，就要去环游世界；等我退休，就要去做想做的事情；等孩子长大了，我就可以轻松了。我们都误以为自己有无限的时间与体力。其实我们可以一步一步靠近梦想，不必等有空时再接近它吧。如果现在就能一步一步靠近梦想与理想，我们就不会活了半生，却成为自己理想中最不想变成的那种人。

出了一堆蠢问题，不是吗？但有些蠢问题确实有它的意义。人生中，每一件事情都有转向的能力，就看我们怎么想，怎么转。我们不会在3分钟内成功，但也许只花1分钟，生命从此不同。

share another story with u

Once, there was this guy, who
was in
love with a gal. She wasn't the most
beautiful and
gorgeous but for him, she was
everything
He used to dream about her, about
spending the rest of life with her.
His friends told him,
"why do you dream so much about her,
when you don't even know if she loves
you or not?
First tell her your feelings, and get
to know if she likes you or not".
He felt that was the right way. The
girl knew from the beginning, that
this guy loves her.
One day when he proposed, she rejected
him.
His friends thought he would take to
alcohol; drugs etc. and ruin his life.
To their surprise, he was not
depressed.
When they asked him how was it that
he is not sad, he replied,
"'why should I feel bad? I lost one
who never loved me & she lost the one
who really loved and cared for her."

Never Cry for One Who Makes You
Cry ! ..........your are most
precious to you and your family so be
happy and make them happy.

Last but not least " Love is not
heart of life it's a part of life"

Have a nice day =)

Cinema & Itp

2007-02-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

Well sorry everyone,
too long didnt update my blog
hahax tired..
......

After exam not much of a holiday..
only got 1 day rest after my last paper..
then work during the weekend
at my mum working place
a japanese restuarant, Takaya Bistro
due to CNY,
ALOT of ppl..
wah i hate serving buffet
customers are so demanding..

Nowadays just finished watching Wei Xiao Pasta
nice show.. recommended
have to watch
so finally change blog song!
this week de blog song is one of songs in the show
called "Jiu Wei Xiao le"
by Zhang Dong Liang
Enjoy =)

well after the weekend working at the jap restuarant
its my ITP..
my itp placement is Golden Village at Great World City
hahax to me its quite an ulu ulu place..
still have to take train to tiong bahru and take bus 16 there
total time taken from my hse to there is 45 - 50mins
zzz worked there for 3 days le
get to noe alot of new frens
the trainers are super funny
quite fun i'll say
hahax but its tiring
now im current working at floor
so wads floor..lolx
basically floor is tearing tix =S
checking temperature, toilets
clear threatre..etc..

anyways
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all
ytd was a bad day
alot of customers..couples to be exact
hahax u can see alot of heads stick together at the threatre
work from 3pm to ard 1am..
tired tired tired...

Holidays and CNY coming
Enjoy everyone
dun get sick during festivals =)

Exams & Sick

2007-01-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

Exam period is around..
stress..
pressure..
headache..
moodless..
sick..
i guess everyone is feeling the same..

Nowadays didnt dota..
3 days didnt dota..
3 days to many ppl seem short..
but to me these few days has been hell to me..
i really wish someone could just finished me off..
if u got a deathnote, plz write my name down ..
its torturing..
i vomited 12 times..
from mid-night till morning..
didnt sleep at all..
the worst is that day im having my first paper..
wad a luck..
i nv feel so down b4..
shack..
but at least the paper wasnt hard for me..
i did my best..
managed to endure thru the half day..

The following day was the maths paper..
after the mechanics paper i didnt study at all..
my mind & body could not take it..
having high fever..
woke up early in the morning and study..
at least i can get something into my mind..
paper was hard..
i just wanna pass it..

Took my bro's medicine..
at least i wont feel like vomiting now..
but still having fever..
but im alright..
i guess..

The other 2 papers are held next week..
at least got some break b4 i start studying..

Nowadays many people started a blog..
sometimes i feel stupid abt it..
even though i am a blogger..
coz blog means online diary
but if its a diary then u wont wanna let anyone noe..
coz its personal..
especially for some people who likes to thinks..
someone who likes to bottle their feeling..
and for someone who is a scorpio like me..
we tend to keep a low profile..
theres alot of things we just couldnt write..
sometimes i feel meaningless in blogging..
but i'll cont blogging..

anyways this week's blog song is
"Sui mei ren" by gu ju ji
enjoy~

Do u sometimes wonder wad ur name means?

Jason stands for a healer
someone who heals..
mr heng said b4 that my horoscope also have power of healing..
sometimes i wonder..
hmm..
and my conclusion is..
a healer cant heal his wounds..

last week
went to Bukit Panjang Plaza
meet 2 new frens
after that
due to a fren we went to a feng shui shop
so we tried something for 3 dollar

u might wanna click on the link..
the words are quite small..
its alright if u cant understand..
quite chim for me also..
its stating my luck by analysing my chinese name..
and now i noe why im weird..
hahax coz my name tells me so
hahax =X
its quite fun..
at least u get to noe that ur chinese name can means so much~
even though it stands for 10% of ur life
could give it a try after exam period..
coz if its negative..
it will have great impact on u..
and i mean it..
u will have no mood to study
so try it after exams =)
hahax ;P

Anyways
Everyone good luck for ur papers~
jia you! v(^o^)v

Headache & Phrases3

2007-01-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

Headache...
headache~argh
well last week before the first paper started..
received letter on the date and seat no. of my papers
hahax well time to study and not slack

Regarding the blog song..
last week blog song is "Gui ji" by jay
and ..
this week blog song is "Rang Wo Qu Nuan"
by 王力宏 & 彭羚
enjoy the song =)

hahax sry everyone
quite long nv update my blog hahax
nth happened much recently
no point blogging wad i doing everyday
hahax i find it boring
anyways nowadays like to listen to some oldies chinese slow song
they are the best =)

~anyways nth much good luck to everyone for ur exams~

PHRASES-part 3
hahax now everything is in english =)
enjoy reading

ºWhY DoEs LoVe ExIsT In ThIs EaRth? WhY Do PeOplE HuRt OtHeRs BuT WaNt To Be FoRgIvEn?º

ºhEaVeN & eArTh..lOvE & hAtE..wHeN i mEt u..iT hAd tO bE fAtE..oUr pAtHs hAd cRoSsEd..ouR eYeS hAd mEt..& iF wE aRe tOgEtHeR..mY liFe hAs nO rEgReTs~º

ºI shouldn't love you and falling for you is my life's greatest mistake...but it's only after falling for you that I know what are mistakes....º

ºå §åÐ thïñg ïñ £ïfê ï§ Whêñ ¥ðü mêêt §ðmêðñê Whð mêåñ§ å£ðt tð ¥ðü, ðñ£¥ tð fïñÐ ðüt ïñ thê êñÐ thåt ït Wå§ ñêvå mêåñt tð ßê & ¥ðü jü§t håvê tð £êt gðº

º2gether 4ever n never 2 part.2gether 4ever we 2 n dont u noe i would move heaven n earth 2 b 2gether 4ever wif u.º

ºWorld is cruel, Love is blind, Lost in sadness, Blur in mind, Heart is broken, Flame had died. Time had passed and She's not mine.....º

ºThe sun sets forever in a world of lies , disarmed of all your pride you will die , the heart is frozen when the love is end.º

Chiong & Phrases2

2007-01-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

One entire week nv blog le
hahax one tiring week has end..
another tiring week jus began..
left 2 more week to go including this..
this friday is the day that determines all our hardwork
this whole week wont be very relaxing one..
everyday need to go workshop and chiong
still got one presentation on this wednesday..
hahax i scare cmi..
yesterday night didnt sleep well..
even though eyes are close but i can feel and sense wads happening ard me..
roll ard on my bed till morning..
haix..so sianx argh~

This week blog song is very familiar to all
"Jian Dan Ai" by jay zhou jie lun
this is the first jay de song that i listen
then i realise that the singer is zhou jie lun
then i became his fans
hahax i still prefer all his old songs
anyways enjoy =)

This week i dunnoe wad to post abt..
so i look thru all my nick list,some pics and quotes from frens again..
found theres some more phrases that i can share =)
sry all of them are in chinese

如果我能回到从前..
我会选择不认识你..
不是我后悔..
是我不能面对..
没有你的结局..
分手后..
不可以做朋友..
因为彼此伤害过..
不可以作敌人..
因为彼此深爱过..
所以两个人成了最熟悉的陌生人..

每个女孩都是天使,
当她落下第一滴眼泪时,
上帝就收回她的翅膀。
所以，
世间的男孩都因该知道，
当你面前的女孩，
为你落下第一眼泪时。。
她已经为你放弃整个天堂。

每个男孩都是地狱的恶魔,
当遇到自己喜欢的女孩时,
便会动心变成凡人.
所以，
世间的女孩，
一定不要辜负男孩。。
不然男孩又要回到那个可怕的地狱了!

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人生唯一的一次

1.遇到你真的爱的人时
要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会
因为当他离去时一切都来不及了

2.遇到可以相信的朋友时
要好好和他相处下去
因为在人的一生中，
可遇到知己真的不易

3.遇到人生中的贵人时
要记得好好感激
因为他的你人生的转折点

4.遇到成经爱过的人时
记得微笑向他感激
因为他是让你更董爱的人

5.遇到成经恨过的人时
要微笑向他打招呼
因为他让你更加坚强

6.遇到成经背叛你的人时
要跟他好好聊一聊
因为若不是他今天你不会董这世界

7.遇到成经偷偷喜欢的人时
要祝他幸福喔！
因为你喜欢他时, 不是希望他幸福快乐

8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时
要谢谢他走过你的人生
因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分

9.遇到成经和你有误会的人时
要趁现在解清误会
因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚

10.遇到现在和相伴一生的人
要百分百感谢他爱你
因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱

*人的一生就只有那么一次的机会可以去做这些事...
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Jan & Jay

2007-01-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Well End of January this month is...
End of semester EXAMS!
hahax everyone can feel the pressure right now lolx
coz the deadline for all projects is reaching..
schedule on papers are out..
hahax jia you everyone~

This week blog song is Jay zhou jie lun de song~
this month will all be his songs hahax
coz his birthday is coming.
im his fans..
anyways this songs is his first album when he wasnt so famous yet
its called "Fan Fang Xiang De Zhong" -clock that goes backwards
simple and nice
the rap was cool(try sing it)
hahax enjoy~

Okaes its time to put Dota on Hold liao..
this 3 weeks its time to chiong
dun wanna buang any of them
sch just reopen again
haix..blues is back..
well time to stick back to the normal routine again
hahax nowadays alot of ppl start their own blog
well my brothr just started one also
hahax he got influenced by me..
but i still haven link him yet

ytd's evening scene from my window view
looks awesome and peaceful..
beautiful and keeps me calm..
the sunset was very nice
but the sunlight was so strong the photo taken wasnt so nice

well everyone dun slack jia you!

Origami & Resolutions

2007-01-01T11:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
WELCOME TO YEAR 2007!

holidays left one more week le..
sigh thats kinda fast..
so everyone..
think its time to chiong ur works liao
hahax dun slack =)
exams is coming soon!!

its a brand new year..
so everyone got their own new yera resolutions?
hahax i think its time to update my wishlist column

This week de blog song is by
RAIN - Handshake
he is holding his concert in singapore
hahax but his tickets cost a bomb
anyways enjoy =)

Recently i found something very cute and interesting
that is origami!
Origami is the art of paper folding
here are some pictures:
Dragon

Lobster

Ninetail

Pig

There are even more..
and even more complicated ones
well..if u r interested u might wanna visit this website
http://design.origami.free.fr/Diagrams/cp.htm

however they didnt teach u how to fold..
they only give u the foldlines
hahax u gonna go crazy folding them =)

Rhino

Rhino-foldlines

Anyways remember i gave u guys a link
www.deathclock.com

i have tried ytd..
and my personal day of death is
Thursday, August 10, 2062
i still have 1,754,700,200 seconds to live hahax

anyways enjoy ur day everyone =)

Holidays & Christmas

2006-12-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

Back from chalet de second day le
Christmas chalet was fun
one word awesome
hahax =)
i should have blog earlier but im waiting for the pics
they are all taken using yin de camera not mine
hahax

Chalet
we tot there wasnt any bbq
hahax but end up have le
first day didnt rained so
we all played soccer =)
4v3 - 6 guys 1 gal
we won =)
man of the match = frogger
hahax too chiong during soccer match
my legs are all aching..legs got some cuts
giving me a hard time to walk ard..
a harder time if im gonna climb a flight of stairs
and nightmare if i wear my shoe
hahax but its alright now =P

Presents exchange
hahax Mr Heng got my Dancing Pringles Potato Chip
hahax batteries included
got Jun de Bath & Bloom - shower gel and body lotion
hahax thanks

This week de blog song
by A1
title: Caught in the middle
First english song since blog till now
quite old but very nice
enjoy =)

Heres the lyrics

lyrics - caught in the middle

WELCOME

INSIDE

OUTSIDE

BEACH

PRESENTS

EVERYONE with presents (satisfied look ^o^)

After christmas..

i change my shoe laces le
that time bought 2 new laces with yong when we bought the christmas present
the next day he said his house got alot of chocolates
hahax then he brought some to my hse and share with us
but i still prefer buenos hahax =P

anyways ytd went to watch Huang Jin Jia with Jun
hmmm that show wasnt so bad after listening to so many negative comments
if u really understand the show it is very nice
toking abt order and chaos like wad Jun said
"Beauty Outside Rotten Inside" as their theme

Internet was laggin today..
giving me a hard time to update my blog
for those who are using starhub u r lucky coz
we are not as laggy as compare to singnet
and this gonna last for ard 3 weeks
hahax no choice..
as conclusion
theres no problem with ur computers so stop swearing & whacking them =P

NEW LOOK

RBO-ing

THE END

Holiday & Beng

2006-12-23T10:27:00.000+08:00

Blog time!
Summarise wad happened this week
First week of holiday over le..
that was indeed fast..
almost everyday bz..sigh
project still incompleted..
next week gonna go back school again..
ZzZzZzZzZzZ

Holidays is a time for us to catch things up..
probably it is not the time for us to take a break..
when everything is just waiting for us to clear..

Changed the song in advance..
well im going for a chalet for 3 days 2 nights lolx =)
anyway if u got watch the taiwan idol drama
"it all started with a kiss"
"Er Zuo Ju Zi Wen"
then this song should be very familiar to u
it is call "后悔"
singer unknown sry
hahax

Time flies..
its going to be the year 2007 very soon
Exams and attachments also waiting for us
hahax wonder wad i'll be doing in Golden village
selling popcorn? drinks? or tickets?
hahax well for me to guess for u to see
wonder which GV will it be..
wonder wad my future will be..

BTW.. Friendster is dangerous
dun get urself hurt by fire hahax
when u wander ard at other ppl profile
hahahax
if u dun get wad i mean
nvm =P

Do i look fierce?
alot of ppl say i look like ah beng
pai kia even worse
hahax
omg leh >.<
as if i will eat u up =X
hahax but im used to it le..
everytime i meet a new fren,
their first impression of me = beng
hahax haix..

Wednesday wed to watch "Night at the museum"
Very nice but spoil ur image
coz u gonna luff like crazy hahax
go watch with ur frens and enjoy urself =)
still got the 2 movies i wanna watch
"Curse of the golden flower" and "death note 2"

Oh.. and congratz to xiao mei for her N level result
met her and guguji at mon
im so lucky that i didnt take nursing
coz her thick book really gonna freak me out
even though the topic might be quite interested
hahax and i wonder how guguji performed as a depressed patient
its really gonna be super funny wahahax
opps =X
anyway i take a pic of notes

Symptons of depression

Vivo christmas tree

Chocolate Santa =)

Our forklift(incomplete)

*Click the pics for a clearer view*
Enjoy~ =)

Holidays & Puzzles

2006-12-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Nowadays my blog is having stupid errors..
i think is my internet explorer de privacy setting got prob..
its giving me a hard time to view my blog..
think im gonna change my blog skin very soon le..
and maybe my tagboard..

This week de blog song is by Wu ke qun
"Sheng dan fen shou jie"
enjoy

Well, today de post will be a short one..
no mood to think and type..
tmr still have to went to school and do my project..
haix..sianx..
it will be even more sianx if morning gonna rain..

anyways nowadays im looking for 3d puzzles
if u noe where got sell..
plz tell me, thanks

Friends & Jay

2006-12-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

Time to blog~!
Hahahax
yesterday went for the Pri sch 6 friends gathering
very fun very fun
very long nv seen them..
everyone changed alot
guys all getting taller
gals becoming more prettier
everyone of them roxs

We went to Fish & co glass house beside park mall yesterday
half a class came but not bad
i miss my teacher,
she got food poisoning therefore she didnt came
hope she is alright
after that we went to take a walk
and took some photos

2 days ago,
i asked my mum to buy jay de new Ep album
his new ep got 1 new song 1 different version 11 mv
yesh got it liao..=)
just realise i got alot of jay albums lolx
im his fans hahax
blog for so long liao..i nv place any of his songs yet
nowadays im learning to sing his Hong Mo Fang =)
if u noe how to sing go k box with me
hahax

Todays blog song special will be jay de new song
"Huang Jin Jia" for his upcoming movie
For those who ask me izzit nice anot
nah listen here =)

My collection

Bombs & Disappear

2006-12-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

Well~
Its time to blog..!
and this week is the last week b4 the holiday comes~
so must enjoy the holidays..
got a few gatherings organised..
cant wait for that day =)
next year my itp is going to eat up all 9 weeks of my holidays
and sadly i still have to come back to sch to finish up my project

Good news: my itp is gonna be GOLDEN VILLAGE~
woot~ one thing less to worry abt =)
hope it is not vivo de GV..very far XD

This week de blog song maybe be abit outdated
but to me its still as fresh and nice
"Ni na me ai ta" by Li sheng jie
Enjoy =)

Two of my frens got sick of being call out at dover mrt control station for a random bag check..searching for Bombs..
so they drew these for the guy who always pick us and search our bags lolx
Enjoy their masterpiece =)

By: Guo Zhan

By: Chin Sheng

hahax and during our mms practical lesson
we designed this for our fren CS =P

Holiday gonna go back school to finished the incompleted forklift:

Recently walking back home always met alot of ah bengs
crossing road always got some reckless drivers
think if one day i just disappear maybe no one noes
well maybe no one cares
am i so complex to be understood?
sometimes i dunnoe wad im thinking also
i may appear as cool as calm
but the inner me may not..
sigh..

Wads reality?
Common saying..reality hurts
why?
reality is the fact and means "everything that exist"
One should get out of their fantasy land and accept wadever that is truth
well..are u the one?

Manga & Buenos

2006-12-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

Time to blog~!!
Nowadays have reading death note manga
woot the storyline roxs
thanks guguji for the website =)
it really kills my time..

This week de blog song is~
"Xin fu lie ren" by Luo zhi xiang in his latest SPESHOW album
enjoy~

nowadays go dota..
rape others de percentage is 45%
being raped de percentage is 55%
hahax cham ah cham ah..

recently got hooked to kinder bueno
hahax omg..hope no one was affected too
coz it is addictive..=X
well..maybe to me hahax
tian tian hua hua de zhen guo jiang~
hahax omg XD

yesterday..late for class
hahax almost everyday is late..
but its different..
coz the train from sembawang to yio chu kang having a disruption
then got caught up at bb station for a while..
everyone was squeezing into the train like sardine liddat
well..even jurong mrt station was jammed also
then after that thru yes 933fm then i noe
wad actually happened..
feel sad for ppl who choose this path

nowadays so many people mood low
hmmm i have a phrase for everyone~

什么也别想什么也别说
反正明天太阳升起来
你开心不开心
还是要过日子
那就要看你聪不聪明
要选择开心的过
还是不开心的过

Fun & Laughter

2006-12-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Went to k box to celebrate Guo zhan de birthday
it was very very fun
8 hours of fun at least =)
from 7am to CLOSE(3am)
everyone was tired and voiceless

woke up at 10am today..
super early when i reached home at ard 4 am
sleep at 5 am XD
today everything ard me was so blur..
hahax lack of sleep is always liddat

anyway if any of u guys wanna sing from 7 to close
dun take k golden =)
coz it is more expensive..21.90+++
the lady who serve me tell me theres another charge
from 7pm to 3am at 18.90+++
no changes in drinks and stuff..just cheaper =)
i just knew it yesterday

our drinks are all beer =X
sadly..GZ didnt vomit hahax
anyways it was fun..everyone was crazy
sadly jun and zhe was here

beaten up in lift =)

guozhan with crown on!

birthday cake

with the crown and the ball

the idol!

the fans!

Everyone!!

Birthday & Number

2006-11-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY~
1 DEC~
u can run but u cant hide =)
tmr cfm got no time to post so i shall post now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to guozhan~

DEATH NOTE:
1DEC'06
shen guo zhan being boa to death in school when attending lesson

And..this week de blog song is..
"Fan bu wan de xia tian" by evan
enjoy =)

nothing much happened in sch..
spend our class funds all on pizza hut =P

SIGH
i think i need to change my phone number
dun understand how ppl get my phone number
so zzz

Reasons:
1)firstly..received stupid calls from Maybank,Hsbc,Ocbc,Oub,Dbs...etc(almost all the banks,some wasnt once) to apply credit cards and stuffs..always ask if my annual salary izzit over 30k blah blah blah..and i always have to wait until they finished toking then i tell them: Sry but im still a student.. =)

2)second..received calls from some china ppl..who always ask if i got place to rent them..zzz..and it is always the same lady who keep calling and calling..their chinese wasnt good after all..coz i tell them in mandarin that they called the wrong number..but still call..sigh.. -.-

3)then..received calls from some companies that i won some prizes...quite interesting so i continue to listen hahax but the prizes just suxs lolx.. to me they are probably fakes.. they said: i have to go down to some wulu wulu place to get the prizes..zzz then i will asked wad prizes i won.. like star cruises tickets..blah blah..and i replied..erm the im not interested in the prizes..u may wan to give it to others..then i hang the phone.. >.<

4)next..received stupid pranks calls..with super long de phone number..mostly likely to be a long dist call..so its better not to answer any of these long dist calls..coz u will ended up paying an large amount of sum in ur bill.. =X

5)lastly..i received a call from imodel 2 days ago..bah..craps..stupid + zzz..i think is someone sabo me..better dun let me find out who u r..im gonna screw u upside down.. give me a hard time rejecting the gal who called me.. asking me to attend a stupid interview at parkmall this sat..woah..i dun think modelling suits me anyway hahax..but i told her i will be concerning..coz she dun believed when i say i not bz on staurday..zzz heck.. anyway..im not approach by any of her collegues..i wonder how she got my hp and particulars.. XD

hahax think thats all for today =)

Nicks & Phrases

2006-11-26T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hey time to blog again..
lets not tok abt my life
wanna blog on something we always see

Scroll down the list in ur msn messenger
you can always notice tons of nicks and phrases
meaningful or not doesnt matters..
coz every word represents something to u or others

hahax can u still rmb ur first nick?
i can =)

World is cruel,
love is blind,
heart had broken,
flame had died,
lost in sadness,
blur in mind,
time has passed,
i have died/she's not mine.

sad and meaningful right?
but this nick has already lost its meaning to me
have something been so impt to u..yet one day its just lost its meaning?

人如果不作出牺牲就什么也得不到
true?

sometimes when i came across a meaningful phrases,i'll always copy it down

逃避不一定躲得过，
面对不一定最难受，
孤单不一定不快乐，
得到不一定能长久，
失去不一定不再有，
转身不一定最软弱.
(格斗天王）

柏拉图式的爱情-
恐怕是天底下最高尚最美丽的爱情了只是站在爱人的身边默默的付出静静的守候不奢望走近也不祈求拥有即便知道根本不会有结果却仍然执迷不悔也就是这种不求回报的伟大注定了它悲剧的结局最后也只能是一条在远处守候的平行线只留下回忆中美好的片段当做永恒
(情定爱情海）

These are some that i got from the drama shows.
shall share with u guys more next time =)

1. I love you not because of who you are, but
because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the
one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一
位，不
會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way
you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you
with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意
地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your
hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道
你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because
you
never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one
person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who
isn't
willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right one, so that when we
finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，
讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it
happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt
you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and
just be more careful about who you trust next time
around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續
去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know whoyou
are before you try and know someone else and
expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自
己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when
you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時
候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR
A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的

if u cant view the chinese wordings
go to ur internet toolbar go to view ->encoding select Unicode(UTF-8)

read and think abt it =)
if u got any phrases or quotes that are meaningful,
plz tag them =)

Rain & Test

2006-11-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hey all
finally feels like blogging..
it has been quite a busy week for me
but life is still the same..
nothing much happened..

my blog song for this week is "Can Fei" by Wu ke qun
a very meaningful and sad song
enjoy =)

Last week got so many tests..
this week got by most of our test results
results r good..must keep up

Nowadays keep raining..
the weather suxs..
i have to walk in the rain
almost everyday whenever it rains
hahax cfm will get flu one
maybe is becoz i wanna get sick
then can give myself a break..
but thats not the worst..
the worst is that mrt always jam whenever it rained
sigh..if everyday go home is liddat i rather die

and ytd have our attachment talk..
well..all i hope is dun get factory work
hope can get into the golden village one
hahax 9 weeks of attachment next year
eat up all my holidays..
cham..

wish christmas faster come
chocolates and presents =)
everywhere u can see christmas decoration liao

Speak & Art

2006-11-18T03:12:00.000+08:00

Nowdays nothing new..
everyday is the same..
finished 3 tests still got 2 more to go
hahax nowadays very little ppl online for dota..
kinda bored..staring at the comp screen doing nothing

Anyways go youtube and check out Luo Zhi Xiang de new show
very nice mv and dance move

Do u noe that speaking also requires alot of thinking?
"Think b4 u speak" hahax familiar?
if u cant view the words..please go ur window toolbar(above) go to view-> encoding and choose unicode
The ARTS of SPEAKING
说话的艺术

急事，慢慢的说
大事，清楚的说
小事，幽默的说
没发生的事，不要胡说
做不到的事，别乱说
伤别人的事，不能说
不开心的事，找对对象说
开心的事，看场合说
伤心的事，不要见人就说
别人的事，小心的说
自己的事，听听别人这么说
尊长的事，多听少说
夫妻的事，商量着说
孩子们的事，开导着说

What seems right may not be right at the end of the day.
What seems wrong may not be wrong at the end of the day either.

Solitude & Loneliness

2006-11-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

Back.. to school again..
the so-called 2nd home..
1 week of slacking..
its time to catch up on everything
and study for my tests le

This week i have 3 tests..sianx
next week also got test..woah..
hahax im so lazy to study

And this week de blog song is here
turn on ur speakers and listen
"Liang shan bo yu Zhu li ye"
by cao ge and a new singer Zhuo wen xuan
Nice?
Enjoy ^^

LIFE
i am wondering wad life is..
meaning of my life..
get urself a life..
so can anyone tell me wad life is?
do u like the life u are currently leading now?
well..rence i noe dota is not life..
everyday dota also make me feel sick too
well..it is already part of my life..
besides dota and rot i really dunnoe how to spend my day away..
but its alright..im playing less each day..

i saw before a show..
a phrase was remembered..
Loneliness isnt scary, Solitude is..
hmmm wad do u think?
to me loneliness is more scary
u wanna noe why?

Loneliness
寂寞
Loneliness is a negative state,
marked by a sense of isolation.
One feels that something is missing.
It is possible to be with people and still feel lonely -- perhaps the most bitter form of loneliness.

Solitude
孤独
Solitude is the state of being alone without being lonely.
It is a positive and constructive state of engagement with oneself.
Solitude is desirable,
a state of being alone where you provide yourself wonderful and sufficient company

hahax still dun understand?
Solitude is something you choose. Loneliness is imposed on you by others.
Solitude restores body and mind. Lonelinesss depletes them.

are u feel lonely now?
hahax maybe..

Friends & Loneliness

2006-11-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

Time to blog~
until now..i..still haven touch on my e-learning..
now then started doing =P
hahax maybe after u finished my post i have finished
well maybe ..hahax

Friday..hmmm quite a boring day..
rot at home until evening..then went to sakae sushi with my mum and bro
hahax yea..then sat i dun have to go sakae with annie
hmmm..the buffet is over..so cant eat as much =X
then my mum keep playing a fool..make me and jian so pai seh
hahax zzz..think she is the best comedian i ever noe
even better than those on the tv..

Today..went to gym with zhan, teck and long
hahax woah im dead tired..hahax
coz last night i slept at 3..hahax
dota until so late again..im gonna become a freak soon >.<
saw my primary sch fren..
woah he changed alot!!
hahax at least i remembered his name
and he can recognize my face woah!

after that we meet again at 4 heading to kk hospital..
visit zhan de younger bro
hahax stomachache ended up in hospital..kinda waste of money
hope he get well soon..

i saw this quote from rence de blog...
i really find it very meaningful
so i feel like sharing to everyone here

"Never explain--your friends do not need it, and your enemies will not believe you anyway."
Elbert Hubbard

Next i wanna share to everyone is abt death..
hahax wondering death again?..
well..i saw a very interesting article on the boards of the bus-stops
Titled "DEATH"
even though it is an advertisement..but it is still quite meaningful
quite wordy but its alright..

"NEVER WALK ALONE.
We all pass away alone.
Unless we die in a car accident with the others,
we are the only one dying at that moment in time.
Death is,by its very nature,the loneliest experience man was ordained to endure.
It is a loneliness that's compounded by the fact that we isolate the dying at this crucial time.

This quote is wad i found most meaningful throughout the whole passage..

Well..school gonna start..all the ebst to everyone incoming sem tests.=)

Past & Project

2006-11-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Today..just not my day..
hahax everything just sux
well thats life..hmmm..
i haven do anything on my elearning hahax
i going to die liao XP

Sry to zhen jie..even thought u say forget it..but i really still feel bad..

Went to guo zhan's hse to do that fabrication project
b4 i went out..was thinking if it would rain like last time
and it did rain..so zhun that i just left my house
great~ hahax luckily not sick
Fixed some of the 3d design problems..and change the cover
plus converting the 3d drawings to 2d..
well those stuff took me for 4-5 hrs..
i think i gonna get sick with auto cad..
killed all my brain cells..

Still got another presentation is coming
im worrying becoz my c programming rot liao..
i think i need to depend on guozhannie =P
if u r reading this dun wth me hahax

hahax went home ard 6..
step into westmall..
i immediately heard:"Shoppers, fire was caught on lv 4, but do not worry.."
then i stepped out i saw ambulance and fire engine..woah..
hope no one is injured..

nowadays..i have been reading my past posts..
becoz of the links..make it more convenient..
quite alot of thoughts..on wad was i thinking when i was writing those..
hahax problems..quarrels..emotions..and more thoughts
been ard 5 months le since i first started blogging
hahax start to noe more abt myself..
erm..alittle only..
but there is still part of me that i still dun understand..
sometimes i feel so emotionless..so numb..
doesnt understand wad is love..cant really get the feeling..
are all scorpios as heartless and cold?
well maybe..

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没

Nothing happened..just all my thoughts..no worries =)

Elearning & Dad

2006-11-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

This week is E-learning week~
hahax..im very lazy to do those e-learning stuff
that stupid sp system cfm give me headache de
maybe last few days then i will chiong =P

sunday..
my dad went back to thailand..
fast..stay 2 days only..
our conversation should be around 10-20 lines only
reason? coz he got a few pigs going to give birth
help is needed..thats why he got to rush back
hahax then ah gong stay with us..

This week de blog song is:" i still believe" sing by Vivan and Cao ge
hope u guys like it =)

Anyways i got back my goong..
whoever wans to borrow it plz msg me or tag here..
coz i might eventually forgot that u wanna borrow from me
then lend all-in to guguji..
coz her parents wan to watch
hahax..nowadays quite bored at home..no new shows
everyday dota..sometimes i feel so lifeless
getting sick of owning and getting owned
hahahax it has been part of my life..
im still gonna play =P

Today brought xiao jess to see the owner..
hahax xiao jess seem so happi and sad..
maybe becoz the owner feel sad also
hehe..cheer up, silly pig (^(00)^)

ZZZ my previous post went wrong..
kept giving me html errors..
bah..stupid thing..
haix..i think i gonna del it..
most contents were lost..the pics are still there
but i cannot save the changes zzz

Beside that..i have updated my blog..
check up the links under YESTERDAYS at the EXIT
u can now view all my past posts =)

And if u got listen to yes 933 fm..
u may wanna visit pei fen de blog..
i have linked her =)

Steamboat & Poker

2006-11-05T08:13:00.000+08:00

好心情是最佳的良药

Start of the blog with this phrase =)
im feeling better now..
maybe becoz of the gathering..
doesnt feel headache anymore..
argh but the running nose and flu is still there..stucked >.<

Choices & Sick

2006-11-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Time to blog!
hahax im sick liao..
not enuff sleep everyday
start to cough and sneeze..
eyes burning..zzz

School is not only boring but stupid..
last thursday..during our mechanics practical..
we are told that we will have a fire drill exercise..
then we faster chiong our lab report so that after the exercise we can go straight home..
bah..everyone was so tired..4pm we are having the stupid drill
the fire alarm rings..everyone slowly scroll down
can see some monkeys shouting and screaming
everyone standing under the sun
crowding together..unorganised
anyways it is a rare chance for you to break the firealarm =)
coz one of our frens broke one..cool right? =P

Friday..after the lessons
we went around the school..
looking for lecturers for more information on our option modules
then made our decision for our year 3 electives

Finally..my dad and grandpa has come back home from thailand..
good to see that he is alright..
the reason why we cant contact him is becoz..
he noes my ah ma will nag at him about money and stuff..
thats why he doesnt ans the calls..
then..the moment my dad step into the house..
i can heard my ah ma start nagging and complaining about money..
made my dad so pissed..can heard wad he is scolding from my room..
blah..wad a peaceful night i got here..
sigh sigh sigh
and my ah gong getting very slim now..hahax
if u wanna jian fei..can try accompany my dad goes to thailand to his pig farm..
i ensure u slim down the next time u come back..=)

This coming week is e-learning week..
gonna use that stupid sp website again..
omg..that website is worst than neopet..
cfm jam de..w/o any doubts abt it
then my bro is having holidays..my dad has reached home..
zzz u noe wad that means?
i cant use comp peacefully..hahax =X

Blaze & Crown

2006-11-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Well..today is 1st Nov
everyone lets countdown together for GuoZhannie de birthday!!
wahahahax again..even if u r botak..
u still gonna be the next crown owner!
~1 month countdown~
DUN U HIDE =)

My blog song will change every week..
so this week de song is an opening theme from the anime of a manga called "Tsubasa Chronicle"
"Blaze" sang by Kinya
hope u all like it

Well..party is over
time to get back to school works
tues got maths test..
but i think passing will not be difficult

Today..got IA prac test..
hahax didnt study for it..
coz it is open book..hahax
after that got 4 hrs breaktime..
so we went to watch Deathnote..
the show is nice..i wont say it is not worth watching
storyline is great..
this week i spend alot of money leh..
pocket got one big hole sia..sigh

then reach home..heard my mum complaining to me abt my bro -.-
hahax wanna noe wad happened?
coz my mum was ask to pay a visit to bukit view to see my bro de form teacher
Reason: he got 40/42 position for the exams XD
so he cant get back the report book w/o the parents coming down..
Guess wad..
my mum complain to me not becoz of my bro de result..
is complain to me that during the talk..he keep talking back to his form teacher..make her very embarassing lolx
the conversation was quite funny
健 is my brother
妈 is my mum

Conversation:
老师（健）：你知道你的成绩很差吗？
健：我觉得我考的很好。。52 很不错了
老师（健) ：。。你的功课有去无回。。都不做功课。。
健：哎呀。。不用做的啦。。
老师（妈）：你有看过子健做功课？
妈：没有。。做工回到家就11点了
老师（妈）：这样晚。。
老师（健) ：你用电脑多久？
健：十多小时。。不加熬夜。。
老师（健）：。。你不可以做了功课后才玩？
健：不可以。。
妈：他的哥哥玩电脑都会做功课
老师（健）：叫你的哥哥教你功课。。
健：他不会的啦。。他只会骂我。。
老师（健）：那你问他功课。。
健：他用电脑。。问了。。他不会回答我。。我比他好。。我还会说不要烦我。。
老师（健）：。。你哥哥做功课的时候。。跟他一起做功课嘛。。
健：不可以。。是我用电脑的时间。。
健：她也是跟我抢电脑。。*指着妈*
妈：我没有！*打子健*
老师（健）：。。你不做功课。。我跟你的爸爸讲
健：讲咯~
老师（妈）：他爸爸在那哩？
妈：。。在。。泰国。。
健：老师可以走了吗？
老师（健）：不可以。。等我慢慢讲完。。
健：哇唠。。
老师（健）：我要叫你哥教你功课。。
健：你又不认识他
老师（健）：我可以打给他。。自我介绍。。
妈：*暗笑*
健：天啊。。
blah blah..contributed by my mum
enjoy lolx =)

*if u cant see wad is written above..go to..->view->encoding ->unicode*

Birthday & K Box

2006-10-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

My birthday is finally over~!
thanks to everyone~
wonderful day with wonderful frens
18 liao..time just flies

hahax tiring day..indeed
we went to k box at jurong
High & Crazy but fun
Sang Ben cao gang mu..yea
Force to drink alot of beer..
feel so upset after that..
now i understand why they say vomit liao feel better..
my body is still red and head still abit gong hahax
anyway i like the belt(mF.aK) very much..
heng nv tio that bra XD
thanks all =)

For those who cant open that winrar file that i send u..
just get the photos here..=)
Enjoy~

Scorpio & Surprise

2006-10-29T04:47:00.000+08:00

Scorpio
=October 24 to November 22=
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

Sat:
went to gym with zhan,long,teck,cs,yin and eleanor in the morning
now my body is aching >.<
hahax exercise good for health
after that saw zhe at lot 1..
all went back home and sleep
then meet them again at my neighbourhood de coffeeshop at night
drink beer and rot..
hahax after that the guys headed to yin de house with the gals to give her a surprise

!Happy Birthday!
to
Yin & Me

Busy & Reasons

2006-10-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to blog le =)
quite busy and tired nowadays
sleep early yet still late for school
anyways this song is called:"O Zhen Fan He" by a korean boy grp called "Dong Fang Shen Qi"

Nowadays reach home from school..feel so restless
No mood for dota..especially when it comes to playing with ann de frens
coz their hero and build is so standard and fixed..so sick and boring*yawn*
so i rather play pub alone

School work is still the same..blah blah blah
but some lecturers' teaching just cannot make it >.<
u just got to study at ur own..sigh

Tue went to Zhan's house do fabrication project de design
Bah..expect..they all dump that stupid auto cad work to me
sianx..thats why it just sux when u got a1 for auto cad
the dumb design of the forklift is going to make me go crazy

Wed..my mum accompany me to buy clothes..
got a few new clothes as my birthday present =)
3 more days!
hahax and they cost alot..so my mum didnt bought cake lolx

Reasons

There are alot of things in this world doesnt require a reason
one of them is love
who says love need a reason..hmmm
Story:

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how
can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can
prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the
reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he
loves her but not you!

Man :Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with
an accident and became comma. The Guy then
placed a letter by her side, and here is the
content:

Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I
cannot love you.

Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..

Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason
for me to love you anymore.

Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you...
And love doesn't need a reason

" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be
touched, but can be felt in the heart "

Death & Presents

2006-10-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

If u happened to have today's Today newpaper
u would have gone throught the first article
on the guy who passed away on the mrt track last wed
my first post is based on death
if u rmb..just wanna add on to wad i have missed

DeathClock

You might wanna try this website..
actually it might not be accurate
but the message is that life is short..treasure it

Therefore people always say:"Live life to the fullest"

-LAST ACT-
If tmr happened to be the end of the world for u or everyone
wad would u wanna do?
it is quite realistic..the world is changing..
forest fire..wars..global warming..
u can see all sorts of nonsense almost everyday

Enuff for the death =)
still got 9 more days and i have already received my first present
hahax silly pig thank you very much
feels like being a kid again..maybe becoz of that kinder surprise hahax
been years since i last ate one

Theodore & Phone

2006-10-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today school are suppose to end ard 2pm,
but thanks to that mini project...
we have to stay backa nd complete it..
well..at least i completed mine and worked it out
but not for zhan cs and my braup
Chiong home to meet my relatives

Everyone so rich sia..
all change phone hahahx
my aunt got k750i i guess then
one of my uncle got w810i and another got n70
woot..then all send their phone to me
guess wad...
i have to bluetooth games and songs one by one to all of them..>.<
then that notti cousin,theodore keep hitting my keyboard
hahax he very cute but very stubborn
been months nv seen him..he can now walk..time really flies..

Buddy & Song

2006-10-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

*Updated*
Recently have been watching mtv asia whenever im bored..
so i came across with this song..
it immediately attracted my attention..
and it is super nice =)
Strongly recommendated by me
so please enjoy and stay tune =)

if u cant view wad is below
please go to view ->encoding -> unicode/simplified chinese

留一盏最温柔的灯光
看着她沉睡的脸庞
拥抱着她拥抱着我
最真实存在的梦幻
想拥有彼此的天堂
are you ready
with all my heart
i couldn't stop falling in love
我的世界只有她
就一个她oh my love
在沙滩在海洋在街上
在每个黑夜轻抚她的长发
每个黎明睁开眼打开窗
整个世界洒满了阳光
为了她
送鲜花说情话当傻瓜
在每个黑夜为了她弹吉他
每个黎明吻醒她拥着她
整个世界充满了希望
全为了她
拥抱着我最真实存在的梦幻
ho……
全为了她(为了她)

This song is called Wei le ta by Buddy =)

Bugis & Beer

2006-10-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Super Tired..
but at least this weekend is fun & i doesnt have to rot =)

Saturday went out with Long, Zhan, Ann, Teck & Yong
hmmmm..we guys finally meet up
hardly see one another except for Zhan

thanks Long for de great idea for going to bugis
he wanted to buy clothes and ended up didnt bought any
hahax he too pai seh to go out buy clothes with the guys
we ended up walking ard bugis for an hr plus
then headed to bukit timah for lan
had one hr of lan gaming..dota =)
Long, Yong and Zhan a team the others another
but we couldnt finished the match in an hour

After that headed to westmall to get hsia de gift
coz we are invited to her house warming =)
quite fun hahax they started playing game
whoever lose gotta drink beer =)
ended up teck, ann and long drank alot in the end
anyway we bought a sandwich toaster for hsia

hahax nothing much happened nowadays
today have been watching bleach..
catching up all that i have missed

Laopo & Thoughts

2006-10-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

Time for update =)
Quite alot of things happened nowadays..
Alot of thoughts came into my mind..

anyways..i have change my laopo finally..
hahax her name has change from nokia 6260 to sony ericsson k800i
she very dear(costly & precious) hahax
my fingers are kinda slow when using the phone to sms..
been 2 years since i use SE de phone le..
my brother is using my old hp..
but i still kinda Xi Xing Nian Jiu XD
wasted those 200+ games
anyways can video call me le =)

Third weeks only..
the lecturers already started to remind us abt the incoming tests..
haix..stress sia
everyday is still dota dota dota..

Tue got one silly pig lost its way..
hope that pig can recover fast
2 that pig:
dun think abt it le
dun cry and stay strong
must smile and stay happy =)

Time passed,World changed
we changed too..
A close friend becomes a stranger to u..
Someone who u used to love becomes someone u hate..
An precious item from someone becomes something worthless..
why..?

Stranger & Coincidence

2006-10-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hey~!
finally feel like updating..
Sat PSI shoot up to 150 =)
whole place looks cool
but smells bad lolx
suddenly feel like singing "Shi jie mo ri" when i saw the grey sky

Recently have been placing korean songs..
so i decided to change it hahax
This song is "Zhi dui ni you gan jue" by Hebe + Fei lun hai

I have change my stupid and lousy audio converter..
now i have uploaded 10+ songs into the net
can change my songs anytime =)
so please stay tune hahax

This year mooncake festival is a boring one
No neighbours to play with,frens busy..
feel like burning down the whole building XD
And.. i nv get the chance to taste a single mooncake
hahax every year is the same =)

Anyway meet that guguji on friday and passed her "Goong" vcd
those who wanna borrow gotta wait le

Blah weekend is so sianx~
Been playing dota almost everyday..with the public
winning chances is 20% >.<..
kinda sick of it.. hahax
Feel like finding a parttime job to kill time
anyways i am going to change my laopo this wed~
so any good models can recommend?

Yesterday my uncle vist us..
i couldnt recognise him when he is outside the door
woah..he changed alot..
he also couldnt recognise me either..
hmmmm..all of us have changed
been 4-5 years since i last met him
coz there have been a conflict between my dad and him
all becoz of money~ sigh

After that my old neighbours visited us..
woah i didnt see them for 6-7 years le
hahax suddenly they look so stranger to me..

Nowadays keep seeing sec sch frens ard
hope there is more chance of meeting up

Have u ever thought of this word "Coincidence"
Coincidence is derived from the Latin co- ("in," "with," "together") and incidere ("to fall on").
Coincidences fascinate us. They seem to compel a search for their significance. More often than some people realize, however, they're to be expected and require no special explanation.
In simple, they just happened..
but how u differ fate(yuan fen) and coincidence(qiao he)?
hmmm...

Blacklisted & Blank

2006-10-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

Sry i now then updated..
The song name is called: Wo,me -Rain
Nowdays feel so crappy~
totally very suay~
things doesnt seem to go the way u wan it to be~
and the worst is that they go against you...

Can see from my title
Blacklisted~ Wanna book a computer slot..
And that is wad was stated on the screen..
Bah..everyone is luffing..>.<
then have to call the sp there and get help
The worst is that the stupid blacklist reason is:
>You didnt not seem to log off properly or didnt log off during the period for 50 times.<
Wad a stupid reason for blacklisting me -.-
The day before i didnt even use computer..how does it trigger the 50th..
Sp website and system is lousier than neopet..

Recently the weather seem to be so windy
my whole room is just like a beach..
but the air just sux..
foggy day and night
ah forget abt the haze

Very fan ah~
seem to have one problem lately..
hope i can make her give up as fast as possible..
the calls just make me feel more irritated..
im dying..

Nothing much abt school~
coping school work is still alright..but the hardest part is waking up
Everyday so bored..my mind is totally blank
i think i need to breathe in more oxygen to let my mind ping heng dian
if i dun stay calm..i may go crazy..

hahax for those who wanna borrow goong from me
i got a list of ppl here:"linzhe de jie,guguji,huizhen jie...alot"
jia lat ah~

anyways can anyone teach me how to put chinese wordings in the post
Thank you in advance =)

Zhu & Bored

2006-09-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

hahax countdown a month from today~ =)
yesterday had a chat with heng..
i suddenly felt i more matured than him..
Think very fast need to buy a hair dye for his bithday in DEC

Today school have nothing much..
Except for a stunning news..
Our personal tutor is that More Attitude than me de Leh-Man..
Sigh..this is super bad..he super attitude..
The lab practical was quite fun..

Today meet a bi wo li hai de zhu..
hahax this is the first time i see a more powerful de zhu
haix can keep saying sian one..
i tot i worst XD hahax
anyway it is fun =)

Recently quite bored at home..
keep listening to jay de songs until lan liao
added another 20 games into my phone =)

Headache & Sianx

2006-09-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Having a slight headache..
Maybe is due to the lack of sleep..

Lessons are boring..
Everyday reach home = sleep..
i dun take naps..
But now poly life is almost everyday nap
No much of the motivation to blog also

I have change my blog song also from goong
Song = (i love you.i only love you)
This song is nice..and is quite relaxing to my mind

Added 20 games into my phone..hahax
even though i noe my hp cannot barely make it
but who cares.. =)

School & Stress

2006-09-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today school started..
The timetable is so zzz..
Terrible night + morning..

The night before i didnt get to sleep well..
hahax coz im too used to sleeping at ard 6am almost everyday..
Roll on my bed from 12 to 2..take a bathe and went back to bed..
continue rolling from 3 to 4..
woke up by my ah ma at 7am..

The morning sky look so dark..
Dun even feel like going to school..
And it rained so heavily..
luckily when i left my house, the rain wasnt as big
Drenched..caught a flu..so bleahx XP

First day of school, Lecturers started teaching
Sigh..My mood was Stressed + Sleepy + Sian + Sick
Stressed becoz of the incoming projects and works
Sleepy due to lack of sleep
Sian becoz the way the lecturers teach is so boring
Sick..sick of this daily routine that im gonna stuck with again

Early in the morning my ah ma already nagging becoz of my mum..
why cant just they keep their mouth shut and give me some peace..
This is more sick..i rather stay in school than at home..
I just kept quiet..

Today meet Zhan at batok mrt platform at 10.20am..
ahhh he is late..so i told him to change to jurong
Reached jurong..saw a gal..erm age ard 20+
she is outside of a crowded train scolding another gal inside the train
woah..after that train left she left
then come a group of cameraman
So much happenings

Reached home..bathe..immediately slept on the sofa
from 4pm slept to 7pm..haix i wonder if tonight i gonna roll on my bed again?

Btw..i have done some touchup on my blog =)
And im kinda bored with my blog song..if u have any song in mind that suit my blogskin please leave ur comments on the tagboard =) thank you

Now i understand why life is like a straw..coz it suck =P

Family & Worry

2006-09-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hey..its another blue moon and its also time to update my post..
if not some people will say i dun update one
i also done some small minor changes in my blog
i am finding the Mac Fan-tastic song..if u happened to have it
please please send it to me~!!

Haix~
alot of things happened recently to the people around me
come to think of it..almost all of them are negative stuff

Me and my brother quarrelled again..
very standard-always because of the computer
one day my mum confirm will smash it..=X

Next my braup(poly fren who got the same name as mine)
he lost his phone which is quite new after 4 days of work
haix so ke lian..after that he got hospitalised and gone thru an operation
coz he got a cut while working on his fingers
so deep that he can see his bone..
please dun hurt his big chua sai wound =)

Think i must faster return the "Mr fighting" part 2
if not guo zhan de mei mei going to chop me very soon

Yesterday slept at 6 am..all thanks to wei ann and that stupid X hero siege
i getting bored of that lame game even though i still play..

Today woke up at 12 after answering my aunt's call then followed up by guguji's call and then mei mei's call..
woah..more things happened..haix
but i believe everything will be alright de =)
*smile*

After that pei mei mei go mac have lunch
i wanted to treat her but she dun wan..hahax
then found out quite alot of things from her
saw alot of secondary school students..
missed secondary sch days..
especially the school uniform

:Dam Politics:
Thailand now in a mess...
Even though i dislike my dad..
But i still hope he is alright there..
And my ah gong also..
Still cannot contact them..
My ah ma is making everyone so worried now..
Sigh..
Suddenly lost all my mood..
Just hope they are alright..

!~Dun worry , Be happy~!

Mum & Birthday

2006-09-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

!~Happy Birthday To My Mum~!

muscleache and abit headache after the chalet~
feel like staying at home
so boring~

hahax today have to check the stupid sp website
hate the stupid gems thingy
give us appointment date yet dun allow us to choose the gems
wad the hell was all that about
and my timetable suxs

Sigh~
school gonna start next monday
today teck went for ns le
hahax

my mum keep nagging me for her birthday present
hahax just like a kid >.<
lol but still muz buy later my coming birthday no present >.<

Chalet & Birthday

2006-09-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

!~Happy Birthday To Shi Hsia~!

15th Sept went to chalet at downtown
Teck,Zhan,Ann,Zhe,Jun,Yong,Long,HaoPing,HanYong,Yin,Hsia,XuanYi,Nisha,MsGan
Quite a few..some of them backup at the last mins..haix..
2 day 1 night we spend until $300+
Meet Zhan,Yong,Teck and Yin at jurong then go bedok meet Ann go to Giant and buy the bbq stuff
after that waited at the stupid taxi stand for almost an hour..
Teck left the birthday cake on the trolley
then bought another cake

It rain the whole day but it doesnt spoil our mood
We decorated the whole day and also dirty the whole place XD
Played the whole day-dead tired
Anyway Hsia look really like Jin San Shun
We continue bbqing in the rain
Its was fun
Thank you everyone

Results & Scary

2006-09-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

!!~YEAH MAN~!!
i tot the result will be released on the morning but i nv expected it to be so early..
i saw the exams result ard 2 am and here is my results

MS6250 - 4 - A
ST011S - 2 - DIST
LC0503 - 2 - B
EC1406 - 5 - B
BA001B - 2 - B
MM2809 - 4 - C
EC1405 - 5 - C
EC1233 - 2 - C+

hahax not bad sia hahax so kai xin
It was so scary b4 i opening my email..
hahax okay can enjoy my boring holidays without any worries =)

!~Good Luck~!

Tired & Goong

2006-09-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

Very Very tired ahhh
Almost everyday 4 am then sleep..
hehe dota everynight..
Every afternoon 2pm then wake up..

Everyday is the same..
so boring..
thats why i dun even bother to update my blog >.<
Very lazy to update my blog also hahax
But i update le..also done some minor changes to my blog
Even change the blog song le..Enjoy =)

This song is from "Goong" Perhaps Love,Zhe Shi Ai Ma(Remix)-Howl & J

I have been watching "Goong"(Princess Hour) recently
And is highly recommended by me- Must Watch!!
I have finished watching it by im gonna watch the 2nd time =)

Today i downloaded all "Gong" de songs, so if u wan any get from me =)
Sadly i cannot place them in my blog.. coz my blogskin doesnt suit almost of the song
Have been addicted to korean songs lately =P Hahax

Anyways just got Jay's new album few days ago..not bad but abit disappointed in his songs as compare to his previous few albums..they give Jays posters too..

My results is coming this wednesday!..so freaking scare haix..Good Luck to all~

Reborn & Thanks

2006-09-02T14:52:00.000+08:00

!~PARTY TIME~!

Hahahax
A new blogskin for my blog =)
A reborn for my blog too =)
I choose this skin coz i dun wanna it to look so dull..sometimes i dun even feel like updating it..coz it just look so dead to me

Thanks to EnEn for helping me witht he blogskin and Yong for the song converting =)
The song is by Rain(Bi)-instead of saying goodbye
This is better than scandal

Please leave ur comments in my tagboard.
Thank you~

Search & Scorpio

2006-08-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhhhh..
very long nv update my blog le >.<
Dun feel like blogging coz i dun even noe wad to write abt..

HOLIDAYS~!!
the world is spinning..everyday there is something happening..
AND
i am rotting everyday
24 hours a day i slp > 12 hours..very zhu
my hair is getting longer XD
Very bored nowadays..raining raining raining..
almost everyday sleep and rot at home..
no mood to go out also..
no one to jio also..
no show to watch also..

HAIX...
Jay Chou got new album le must buy it !
Last saturday still got go zhe's house and play mahjong..laughing whole night
Kai Xin mah~?
Today feel so bad..didnt went back to bukit view..i think very little went back too..kinda miss all the teachers there..
My brother is having his holidays, so am i..we are gonna fight for comp again..>.<

Think my eyesight getting worst..
i dun understand why something is just RIGHT infront of me, i still cannot find it and this doesnt happen once almost everyday..hmmmm..maybe is i tend to look things as a whole in a bigger picture rather then looking it individually/closely..my mum always say me..coz i just sux at finding something for her..i found out that its shows directly wad kind of person i am..i am the kind when something is just infront of u yet i wont treasure then when its gone i will start to search for it..

Today read a article on Scorpio..hmmm deepest mysteries is one of the term describe for scorpio..hmmm so wad do u think?
do i belong to those possessive type? or the easily jealous type?
Maybe..

Holiday & Rain

2006-08-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

Yea~ Its party time~ hahax today is one of the blue moon coz i finally update this spider-webs and dust covered blog..Tuesday finished my last paper..due to the consecutive 2 day papers..my whole head almost cannot take it..for the past 3 day is either nv sleep well or didnt sleep..every morning need to drink coffee to keep me awake..My head still kinda pain now..have to take these few days to adjust my sleep time..

Have been listening to korean songs nowadays thanks to my brother play that online game call AuditionSEA..hahax kinda hooked to korean songs hahax..but very nice at least i find it nicer than taiwan chinese songs..most of their songs are just translated from korean songs..My favourite korean singer is RAIN..woot hahax my mum bought his concert dvd..his performance is really nice..

Haix it will take sometimes before my tagboard is up again..no motivation to blog still..has been very bz recently..finally can take a rest le..my parents are going to nag at me again..coz its holiday they wanna me go to work..

All the best to those who haven finish their papers..=)

Study & Jie

2006-08-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today..woke up at 5am but went back to sleep again and woke at 6am then 7am lolx inbetween with 10mins intervals hahax tiring.. have my first paper..Electronic dev..crap..the question B part 4 was so unexpected..then buang 10marks confirm gone..cause i wrote rubbish..but the rest of the questions was easy..shouldnt be a problem to me =)

After the exam went to westmall with my braup, got a pro teach me Circuit theory for the second paper..the way he teach me makes me feel that the paper seem so easy..but its wasnt easy at all..Jam at one specified quesion for 40mins until both of us fed up..hahax then stopped doing..walked around westmall and then went back home..

Online and saw that super bz zhen jie tok to me..hahax surprising..then went to my house there de Mac and study with her..my head was going to bust wide open after the 1st paper still gonna study for another..sigh..Then ended up playing her laptop games XD hahax and call Dj down to let me entertained lolx

Freedom of Speech hehe this must be mentioned so i can disturb my jie wahahax..today then noe so many secrets sia wahahax..okay la including Dj's secret..(dun drill a hole just ask her to move to ur house) =P hope u faster get a jie fu yea..hahax DJ confirm agree one =) very long nv disturb Jie liao hahax also very long nv get so crazy..anyway thanks for ur meal

Back to studies~ hahax

Sianx & Exams

2006-08-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Woo~ pon this whole week de lesson..just to stay at home and studying..think less than 10 went to classes for this entire week bah..haix..study study study..my mind is all formulas and problems, everynight 4am then sleep..feel like exploding sometimes..next week is my exams..cannot buang..

Very sianx~ lolx..
-go msn to chat feel so sianx;
-no one to entertain me so sianx;
-wanna switch off computer but turn around is all my books/notes more sianx;
-watch watch tv but no shows to watch even more sianx;

man i think i going to explode soon..haix

Watch the dragon tiger gate hahax cool man, then get a new mouse for my computer..so expensive =X hahax saw kwang yee on sakae on wed..with my mum and my bro..hahax then ate alot hahax..helped my mum cre8 a neopet account for her, tot she will stop disturbing me, but i was so wrong =X she pester me even more, coz her pet de nick very nan ting then she wanna change wahahax call "sawanabichi" cute right? too bad i not gonna change =P

Recently my cousins keep coming to our house..then the second cousin brought 2 guys..one is her stead and the other is her sis de ex-stead..hahax i was rushing out to westmall when they comes..hahax the following day, the second cousin come again and brought only her stead..hahax she told me got ppl say i good looking hahax..and also ask me to jio her sister zzz..anyway her stead is kinda short just like my aunt described but they look so loving =P

need to K books le..good luck to all =)

Lol & Dota

2006-08-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

Haix..as u all can see..there goes my tagboard..sobx..thanks to that bunch of spammers..and guo zhan the most bus3rd of all..hahax no tagboard like no motivation, sometimes dun feel like blogging..yea..wont be blogging as often..everyday late for school~ hahax thats the totally me =P

Recently not watching shows le..those show watch until i noe the script liao..however im still not sleeping early wahahax everynight dota~ hahax that guguji cfm bth lolx..anyways recently my dad and grandpa return from thailand..sianx..another one fighting the computer with me..hahax everytime wanna ask me help him go website see his pigs..so sianx..the worst is he ask em to help him print the pigs picture..=X

Anyway thanks zhen jie for helping me print the 2 important documents for my dad..haix very fast 2 more weeks im having exams..tian ah..im still slacking here..hahax watched Tokyo Drift..hahax nice must watch..bois cfm say got alot of japanese mei mei can see hahax..but nicer than initial d..

Hmmm..that guguji asked me a question.."u noe anyone who noes u so well?" hahax nvm thought of it until someone ask this..hahax basically i also dun understand myself so well..nv think that others will noe me as well too..maybe is i dun give them the chance or i dun allow them..well..maybe..its hard to find someone who can understand u well..especially when i am the kind who tends to keep things inside, lock my inner world..someone who can understand wad u are thinking even if you didnt say a thing..hahax maybe..

Peace & Quiet

2006-08-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

Finally peace in my tagboard~ yea~ hehe okay la..here to update my blog hehe kinda lazy nowadays..busy doing 1 presentation and 1 report~ so sianx..but not bad leh got 75/80 for two presentations hehe then my report going to finish just left with some touch up =) so kai xin.. hahax this week also busy playing dota with wei ann de friends..make a few more new friends hahax..

haix yo tired nowadays..thanks to the rushing of report..hahax today ended school at 5pm then saw a guai lan kia shouting at me lolx..that stupid zhe then pei him take bus..we ended up going to bukit view sec visit the teachers hehe..have a long chat with mr peng and saw alot of bukit viewans..kinda changed alot..lolx then went to stuffroom saw mr heng and other teachers as well..then went to the HOD hehe saw ms gopal and mrs ong hahax she like so stun to see me and mrs ong said :"Zixuan! i always tell my 4e classes abt u and minglong story, because u two work so hard" ms gopal also chat with us for awhile.. hahax cant believe we also kinda famous even not in sec sch anymore =P hahax so happy..then left school with mr heng to westmall..actually wanna to call jie down but think awhile she is just so bz..then nvm..zhe went home and eat..went to foodcourt and eat, chat for 3 hrs or so on alot of stuff..at least thru the conversation i get to noe wad i really wan in my life..i wanna learn psychology and counselloring..hahax noe bukit view teachers de conflict stories and alot of stuff..then i ask him when he wanna find a partner lolx..all he say is i got alot of chance but is just that i dun have the mutual attraction among them..=P ya quite true..

hahax chatting with heng is always like learning a lesson..hahax quite true la..if one person goes for another person because of ones looks..then definitely is pointless, looks doesnt last and does have a lifespan..even though he doesnt wan to change his look and hairstyle =P hahax relationship build on looks is weak as compare to relationship build on character..hahax hope he faster found his yuan fen =P

Headache & Exams

2006-07-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

Argh~Exams are coming so sianx..need to study everyday on the modules that im weak..headache..my head going to burst wide open..this whole week is all on tests and practical tests so sianx..no mood to go to school..Everyday need guguji to wake me up like siao then i will get down on my bed hahax tmr still got practical test...must reach school in time..i have even late almost everyday..

Hahax have been disturbing guguji nowadays coz she now in attachment then she loves babies alot..i tell her to get one with nic..hahax but she insist 20 then can..haix..i wan to be the gan die~ hehe so funny..i wan small chicks faster make one let me play lolx..

This week and last week..i have made alot of new friends..thanks to wei ann.. they are all his friends and his friends' frens all have the same thing in mind--Dota..hahax all so pros..i need to train to be better =P hahax all very friendly and nice..funny also..everyday is dota wahahax

My mobile games in my phone have reach 113!! kai xin~!! ^^ hehe my aim was actually only 99 but ytd i suddenly found alot of interesting game then all jam it into my phone wahahax..my mum also cannot tahan me..coz she jealous =P but very soon my brother gonna own that phone..yup

yesterday our class went to pizza hut to spend away the class fund hahax great so kai xin..but my braup and that abs dunnoe how to behave..zzz i feel so childish with them hahax =X but it was fun anyway..today got myself a microphone hahax can start a audio conversation liao..fun sia..hahax

Gems..managed to finished 1 but still got another to go..so sianx..i still have to help the other members do the presentation slides with guo zhan..but that stupid zhan do de so lan one..i still have to add somemore in..and send to the others..

Feel so tired nowadays..so restless hahax like a walking dead liddat..need to get some rest

Pass & Happy

2006-07-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

Yea~today feels so good..cause i passed my engineering maths test and i got top same marks as that guo zhan who spam my tag..zzz..hahax 37.5/40..this is first time in this year i study so hard just to get top for this test..hahax today early in the morning have shouyu ramen for breakfast =) hahax my mum owe me de..so she have to cooked for me..hehe today so pai seh..went to meet guo zhan at bb platform..due to the stupid hot weather i decided to went to westmall first..then i saw alot of sec sch gals outside the door..i was thinking if there is any band performance in westmall..then all looking at me..so uneasy..then i open the door got even more looking at me..i faster walk away and get myself out of the crowd..phew..

Today school quite fun..hahax have been a good boy paying attention in maths class wor..hehe then after knowing my maths test result..it motivated me to study harder for the coming exams..which is on the aug..scary..as usual..we proposely went late for the last lesson so funny hahax..30mins late and 30mins left for his lesson..wadever..cant believe that stupid piggy can so easily detect me in the mrt station when there is so many people around..hahax she still owe me a testimonial! and i owe her piggy..=P always forget to bring..hahax

Exams coming..good luck everyone~!

Miss & Weird

2006-07-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hahax..my friends all say i very nonsense nowadays..say i very thiew hahax..iznt it good to be so nonsense? at least got ppl to cheer u up and disturb u..sigh..the stupid maths lecturer finished marking our papers yet dun wanna tell us the marks..so scare..she begin to teach even more difficult de topic =X..haix..everyday is so boring~ dota and show..dunnoe wad im thinking nowadays also..feel so weird..like missing something..think my brain malfunction..

Yesterday and today..ate something wrong..stomach very upset..rush to toilet at 2am..and rush back home..zzz..that stupid guo zhan say i will get bad stomach and got operation and get loa..*smack him*..hahax anyway today stun when i see guo zhan de hairstyle..hahax he looks more like oilver kahn wahahax..then pon my ct lesson..it was so boring..almost everyone is sleeping hahax..i was playing with my handphone games =P..my target is to aim until 99 games..i have 86 games now..13 more to go..hehe

Giving up someone it is so difficult? dunno..maybe..see some people doing stupid stuff just to get another party back..worth? maybe it is worth a try at least u can tell urself..i have tried no regrets..hmmm but i guess the more u tried..the more the other feel irritated..like 2 same pole of a magnet..will nv be together..

Siansation~! tmr still got gems leh~>.< i hate representation..dun like poly..dun like to wake up early..haix..tmr morning better dun rain..hahax i going crazy soon liao..

Warning & Song

2006-07-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hey so kai xin..for the first time i receive a letter from poly woo~ guess wad~ it is a warning letter from my gems..hahax it says that my attendance is less than 85% if my attendance is less than 75% i maybe not be able to take the exam..hahax and alot of nonsense blah blah blah..The gems is really very boring..It is entrepreneurship hahax its basically all abt business..still got 1 presentation to chiong =( hahax wadever =) today my maths paper hmmm..30mins i jiu finished the paper le..not easy but also not hard..hmmm maybe can pass hahax..

Notice any difference? yea my blog song has change to one of the song in the show e zuo ju zhi wen..it is called say you love me hahax nice right? the rap very meaningful saying a gal love a guy then keep following him..hahax just like the show..im learning the rap part hahax..This song is sang by Lara and Jason if u wanna find it yourself..

Today shouldnt have ask that guguji to wake me up so early..buay tahan..>.< so tired..rushed to school..then the lecturer wasnt teaching anything..wad the hieow..then was fall asleep while using the comp in the lab..it was so boring..the weather was so nice..feel like sleeping hahax..Nothing much happened today~ actually nothing happened much everyday..this is so boring >.<.. i wanna watch movie..anyone free to watch pirate of the carribean?? i dun wanna watch with ann..he full of blabbing nonsense..=X hahax anyway i give guo zhan a new name..if u happened to saw this name call oilver shen guo kahn it is my jie zuo~ hehe cause his hair very long like oilver kahn hahax except for the colour..ok la i very nonsense..liddat life then more fun mah =P hehe i continue to watch my show le..today the mood not bad..abit siao siao hahax..for any enquiries please contact my hp no. =) Have a nice weekend~

Show & Pace

2006-07-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

Hahax im here~ finally got the feeling to start update my blog..if not my jies also cannot tahan..nowadays is lazy to blog..dun feel like sharing wad have happened..its the feeling bah..nowadays also dun feel like using the computer also..i will let my brother use it the whole day..if u wan me to online just sms me..i'll be there..

Monday & Tuesday has been a funny day, disturbing my frens, being disturbed by my frens hahax my engineering maths is coming on this friday..and i dun even feel like studying..sigh..too hard le..maybe is i dun wanna put in effort in studying..and my mum won 100+ due to France getting the second placing..hahax she so luckily..dunnoe why she is so determined that france will get the second placing when she bought the ticket..hahax then she bought me a show call E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen..a very very nice show..but i somehow feel that if the main character is zai zai will be better..hahax i think i going to fall in love with ling yi chen..she so cute and to me contain some aspects that now modern gals doesnt have..hahax maybe today i cant watch the show..have to study for my maths tmr..

Hahax ytd almost buang my Report Writing and Presentation (RWP) test..woah..cause i fall asleep while taking the test..hahax too tired..slept at 3 am watching the show..then my boss, he so funny..cause he very curious in wad we toking as he is a malay..so i taught him a new word call KAI XIN..hehe then he kept using it..even in singing hahax..then in the MRT..almost got ourself stuck until the next stop..why nowadays people are so inconsiderated..feel so pissed off..dun understand 5-6pm is work off period..what's the rush?..

All people moved at different pace..so sometimes we are not able to follow the others..but just dun stand there not moving..even u feel that u r slower than others..catching and following the others' pace make one feel so stress and tired..maybe thats how i feel now..but im not determined enuff..where can i find the determination...

Spyware & Bedbugs

2006-07-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i blogged..thanks everyone for being so caring..im alright now..just left with a itchy throat..even though i didnt finished the antibiotics =X..a few things happened nowadays..Tuesday is a totally bad bad day..i didnt bring my ez card..coz it is in the washing machine..my bag spoilt..i failed a test which consists of 25%..=X wah stress stress..

Wednesday even though i woke at 6am but i didnt went to school..too lazy..somemore is only one lesson..then meet guguji at bugis mrt at 2pm..i was late..then have to treat her ice cream..sesame favour ice cream hmmm..dunnoe how does it taste like..cant eat thanks to my throat..then have been walking around the whole street and finally found the bag that i wan..look simple but i like..then got her to pei wo buy clothes..hahax still cannot find pink collar shirts..guess i have to find someother day to find one..but i still bought 2 white shirt very nice..hahax Broke~ left with 20 dollars..reached home le..that ann called me..jio me out to watch superman returns..that went to westmall directly..sry pigu didnt jio u out hehe coz u r bz..the show is erm..not bad but the ending is boring..and that ann still can come out with so many stupid jokes & riddles just by watching that show..dotx dotx dotx..

Thursday..its a buggy buggy day..i woke up early that day..then help my ah ma clear her bed..coz her bed are infested with alot alot alot of bedbugs..its so scary..no wonder she nowdays complained to me that she cant sleep well..that whole morning bz spraying insecticides..finally all cleared..then my mum rushed back home and removed the whole bed..

Today my ah ma got herself a new bed..look nice hahax nothing much in school..lesson are kinda boring..on my way home..got followed by three batok sec gals..from mac there to my block..so zzz the feeling..reached home le still have to face that stupid computer which just got attacked by spyware, malware and virus..so irritating..call we yong and got him to help me with the problems..then finally settled..Weekends will be time for world cup..all the best to the France & Italy

Sick & Vomit

2006-06-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

These few days dun feel like doing anything..lying on my bed..dun even wanna use computer..feel so sick..cant chat..doesnt even have my voice..sigh..im feeling better now le..thanks for my 2 jie and my kukuest fren..thursday went to school is like hell..so torturing..cant wait to reach home and rush to my bed..7pm ytd went to see the doctor..waiting for an hour then is my turn..see the doctor for less than 3 min jiu come out le..so zzz..having sore throat,high fever,dry cough & flu..feel so restless nowadays..ytd night cant sleep well having blocked nose + dry throat so torturing..ended up woke up at 4 am then at 5 am i went to drink water..drink alittle only jiu rush to the toilet vomiting..somemore today got common test..having a hard time studying with all this sickness..zzz..sigh

Today's common test quite alright..still managed to do most of the questions..but i miss a earlier lesson which got a quiz..sigh..then today cannot pei my poly frens watch movie..need to rest at home..anyways for my 2 practical test i got one for 75 and another for 88 hehe my jie gonna buy that bracelet for me this time =)

Projects & Sick

2006-06-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

Argh~rushing the project like crazy..then the next day we received a sms from the lecturer said that the lesson is cancel..wah..everyone who chiong the project the days before was like wtf~?! everyone's expression was super funny~XD hahax going crazy soon..tuesday rushing another project also..woah..endless project..i am the leader somemore..=X hahax our presentation really look pathetic..7-8 slides but only 3-4 are full with words..i have to use my creativity and imagination..more like oral examinations..somemore that few pathetic slides have to shared among 4 members XD..hahax anyway its over i think we did quite well..as wad the teacher said except for guozhan's drawing..erm..its horrible..hahax nvm =) ytd..the last tutorial was hell to me..my friends keep on saboing me to help that lecturer(lily khoo) to buy xiao mai cao drink(wheat grass)..coz westmall got sell..argh..no way~=X then ask me to help her ta bao sakae sushi..zzz so nonsense i hope westmall faster disappeared..hahax

Im sick..fell sick look sick...sore throat + headache..got not enuff sleep nowadays..hahax not due to soccer..but its just my mind is still in holiday mood thats all..hope mr heng can take it easy from the loss of her sister de sms..he seem kinda sad..feel very sad for him also..yup..now still having coldwar..sigh..

School & Family

2006-06-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

Sunday is always a family day thats wad everyone says..but to me..sunday is nv a family day..the only times where my family are together is only during chinese new year de 1st three days..hardly have time together..

Yesterday BAD DAY..Totally no mood for jokes..quarrel with my brother again..the relationship between me and him worsen..Cold war..its been a long time i am having cold war with someone..last time is sec1 and 2..kinda childish but its not my fault its him that is avoiding me..dun wanna care so much..he spoil the computer and went to sleep..left me doing all the work..so irresponsible person also got..make me so fed up..i have 2 projects to rush..thanks to him today i left school at 8pm..i really cannot take it..i tried to control..my mum and ah ma scare i beat him keep telling me dun fight dun fight..so fan..as if i am going to kill him..as if i punch him up his attitude will change or the computer will get fixed immediately..thanks to my 6260 and full house that accompany the whole day..

Today school was very boring..i was sleeping thruout some lessons..cannot take it..hahax very sleepy then moment the lecturer says u may go now..i was so happy..but my group leader ask me to go and do our presentation..argh..so fan..saw wei ann in the library hahax..stuck there until 8pm then reach home at 9pm..On my way home saw this auntie..she stoped me and ask em help her get a card..then she immediately hand to me 2 recipts..i was wondering wad card is she mentoning..yuan lai is westmall got promotion then if ur recipts added up to $30 you are entited to a luckydraw card..this auntie pull me over to the counter like grandma pull grandson liddat so zzz hahax so tiring~

Holiday & Hate

2006-06-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

Recently got nothing much to talk about so i didnt blog so often..plus i do not have the mood..sleepless nights gave me watery eyes nowadays..haix..not enuff sleep..anyways there is nothing much happened during these couple of days..ytd night just quarrel with my brother..why is he so selfish? why cant he think and spare a thought for others?..sometimes i just cannot stand it..sigh..i dont like my brother..he always give me an attitude and doest even respect me as his brother..Why?Why?Why?..i try being a good brother..i noe i am not good enuff..but it is not important anymore..i dont wanna care..guguji has once chatted with me about my brother..i said before it is hard to hate someone..maybe i am wrong..forgiving someone that you hate is even harder..my brother's attitude is totally same as my father..and i also dont like my father..both attitude totally sux..and they doesnt have a sense of responsibility in them..sometimes i dont even feel like going back home. Being the eldest need to hold so many responsibility..sigh..think thats all i wanna share..

Holiday & Guguji

2006-06-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hahax today is a super tiring day..my mind is like drifting soon hahax..piao~piao~ hehe And first thing first To my dearest xiao mei..wish u a Happy Birthday~!! hehe hope she like the present..very exp(luckily is shared with guguji) and hard to make..my fingers are swollen hahax..yupp hahax this weekend sat & sun have been staying at home..hahax so boring no one jio me out XP hehe have been online chatting with guguji and jie hahax i lose alot on the Italy and Czech..argh..wadever so disappointing in those two..hahax nvm i will win back thanks to Brazil and Switzerland hehe woah i very surprise guguji can understand this die die so well..cannot believe..im kinda speechless..erm..not bad..hmmmm..maybe my character is like haru..maybe..

Monday have to wake up very early to meet guguji and her sisters..going to k box and have k lunch with them..woah that morning is raining..dun feel like getting my body up..too tired and weather so nice to sleep..hahax i was almost late..rushing to the station and protecting the presents with my life =X hahax have spahgetti for lunch and it was her jie mei de birthday ya..Happy birthday to her~! hahax they all very sociable and also very funny especially that guy call Andy hahax then take neoprints XD..i now then realise it is so tiring..like rushing for something..hahax then pei guguji go kino to find her books she wanan buy..it was so exp XP..then went to borders..she was considering whether to buy anot..haix..nu ren so mafan..she bought it in the end but i pay for it..zzz..hahax anyway thanks for the ice cream although my taste bud got something wrong..cant taste the cookie favour..zzz..then treat her mos burger..hehe

After that i went to find zhe at his workplace..hahax the place was torturing..filled with screwed songs..hahax i was wondering how can he take it everyday XD hahax then i waited for him to release abt 9 plus then went to his house and play with his computer..hahax my china friend has been betting on soccer which the score is impossible..i think one day i gonna find him and teach him..he so ke lian hahax everyone is bullying him..haix..then went to Mac with zhe for supper then watch the banana split(Ukraine) vs the cookies and chip(Arabia) match so funny..hahax first goal abt 3 mins ole~lobang the goalkeeper wahahax 1st time watching a soccer match like watching a comedy hahax left after the 2nd goal then he pei me walk back home and go find yong quan hahax think he tmr cannot survive during his work hahax

Nightmares have been hanging to me for weeks..i cannot stand it..going to faint soon..my mind going to burst..argh..Have you got any nightmares? maybe it is wad happened in the day that affects u in your dreams..haix..ytd night my nightmare is my lao po 6260 drop into a pool of water..then second time it happened to be in the washing machine..erm..crashed..i have a real bad feeling abt this..sometimes i get to dream on something..i cant really rmb but when i happened to get to a place or do something..i will have this strange feeling that i have been here or done this before but im just not sure..hmmmm..maybe i am thinking too much ..

Maybe..

Holidays & Huat

2006-06-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

Tian ah~Argentina so zzz go and kick a score of 6:0!! the opponent really very noob leh >.< they nv eat rice or noodle at all...haix..so much for that..nowadays i can only blog at morning le..thanks to my brother watching anime until morning everyday..we both now have shift liao..mine is from 8-10am to 8-10pm..hahax yesterday have to wake up at 9.30 to call su pigu..she go and set her phone to silent mode..zzz..call her abt 9-10 times before i give up..then i call her house finally~ yuan lai being a guguji is so xin ku =X hehe someone went to genting liao haix..1 person less to entertain wo and let me bully sobx..=P

Yesterday i finally found the korean songs that i wan..my blog de song has change to full house de song call Ming Yun..took me total of 5 hours to change this..cause the iwebmusic doesnt have this songs..so i have to convert and upload it hahax then my guguji make such a big fuss abt it..sigh..then i meet zhen at night at my hse there de mac coz we wanna watch argentina that match then walk here and there ended up at her house watching..zzz...6 mins 1 goal so fast sia..atmosphere very high sia hahax very sad for shi hsia..losing so much money =P kai xin mah? hahax

What do you do or think when you feel bored or got nothing to do? I always fa dai when i feel bored..even in class i will just look outside the window and fa dai..
When do you feel very fan? -When there is not enough time to spare? -When you feel that you can do something well? -When you noe that your exams are coming? there are so many reasons for one to fan about..yet mine is coz there is nothing to fan thats why i feel so fan..hahax its true..sometimes u have the same feeling but i also dunnoe how to explain..hahax like wad i always say "Dun think too much" can calm your mind down if not u will explode one day =)

Holiday & Theodore

2006-06-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Argh..i am dead beaten by my aunt de baby XD..very very tired..thanks to my ah ma i woke up very early today just to eat a bowl of noodle..zzz..going to become a big panda le..thanks to yong & my bro watchign anime till morning and also the nightmares..haix..this afternoon went to meet my wai po,my uncle, my aunt and baby Theodore =3 at causeway hahax he super kawaii sia..but also very notti..hahax went to fei cui resturants to eat..then went to my wai po house..haix..very sleepy..my brother even worst he slept at 9am but woke up at 12noon hahax..i very li hai..even my ah ma and mum cannot wake him up..only i can =)..guess wad i did? i shouted "Jian wake up wake up your form teacher call you again XD~" hahax he really rushed to the phone =P even my mum also got tricked by me..hehe li hai bah..my acting skill very good sia..hahax then they told me alot of things abt ghost and being possessed..hahax have been playing hide-&-seek with baby do-do..very notti..he have been pulling my hair when i am eating..zzz..the moment i reached home i went straight to my bed..just cannot take it..tired

Do you believe in ghost and stuff? maybe..seeing is believing..my mum said to noe if someone is possessed is very easy..just take a look in their eyes..the eye should be pale white instead of black..so if someone is really possessed u can tell..because she have seen it before many times..hahax there are alots of things in this world that are beyond control & explanations..maybe..Believe it =)

Holiday & Soccer

2006-06-14T04:04:00.000+08:00

Boring days~ even though it is holidays but i haven got a chance to sleep well..somehow i will just get woke up by alot of things.. hahax monday went back to poly to do my project..didnt have guguji to wake me up that day..i was late =X..well~erm..we didnt even touch a thing =X..we gonna postpone our project maybe next week..sigh..anyway..thanks for the ones who helped me completed my surveys..hehe =P tuesday i got 3 calls that woke me up..all the calls are from my brother de form teacher so irritating..i have to walk to the phone and back to my bed 3 times and have to wake my brother up 3 times..zzz then he have to rush down to the school..i tot something very urgent..when he came back he told me just to pass her a form..so zzz..having nightmareS nowadays..argh leave me alone stupid dreams..XD hehe just now went to the coffee shop and watch France vs Switzerland..it was so disappointing..0:0..for those who bet France win hehe better luck next time =) especially my jie =X(she bet alot)..hahax now yong at my house..we are suppose to went down again to watch Brazil de match but we are just too lazy..maybe we noe wad the outcome will be =) hehe

Today chatted with a few frens at msn..hmmmm..healing takes time..maybe time can really heal your wound..but then..the wound will definitely left a scar..i then realise a feeling can actually lead one person to make a big decision..yup maybe theres more thinking than the feeling..hmmmm..maybe thats also when we learn to grow up..able to take it and able let it go..fall down and stand up again =) stay strong..thats when u need frens like me =P

Holiday & Lonely

2006-06-11T12:49:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to blog..my head like going to explode abit gong gong liddat hahax probably is play too much and nv sleep well..hahax Thursday Mr Heng treat us sakae-sushi..have a nice chat with him but keep getting shoot =X..Friday.. have to stay at home and chiong my e-learning..spend hours just to do one maths quiz..haix..Saturday went to meet pigu and treat her swedsen ice-cream after that went to find zhe..hahax the atmosphere there quite nice but not the songs and singing..kinda torturing for my ears..sat for sometime then he intro me to his frens..2 chio bu hahax i told zhe muz jia you..he said this kind cannot touch =X hahax maybe..maybe sat for too long my stomach gets empty drink afew jiu hot liao hahax left there at 9pm then went to meet yong..he came my house for soccer..but..i nv subscribe..blah..then ended up all in my room watching anime..watch until very shuang..i almost forget to catch my hi working gal..then i cannot tahan go sleep..my bro still pei him watch until morning hahax i still haven ate anything since yesterday afternoon XD..its raining so heavily now..

Lonely..ji mo..i believe everyone has this feeling..some people are used to it while some just hate it..who would like to be alone?..Cant find someone to pei u when u need them probably thats the feeling..but u dun have to feel miserable..coz u can always find me =)

Fate & Destiny

2006-06-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

It has been a tiring day..finally got the chance to blog coz my brother has been using the stupid computer for the whole day to watch his 100+ episode de anime...zzz which means i cannot use the computer..luckily he is sleeping now..

Day 06/06/06 i went to meet lin zhe and went to pool factor hahax the place change alot..not bad..tables are new..hahax after playing awhile went to bukit view sec with yong quan to pei zhe get his cert..woah the place changed alot..hahax miss sec sch life..then i went to watch omen with Su pigu =P hahax the story kinda lame but not bad hahax then went to zhe de house, ton and mahjong..i slept on the chair ended up on the floor hahax have been eating fast food these few days getting sick of it..
Day 07/06/06..reach home at 6am i slept for not more than 5 hrs jiu woke up by my guguji le so bleahx..blur blur de..went out with her to get my xiao mei de birthday present..haix yo so ma fan..i now realise than fixing a round shape de 3d puzzle is harder than i expected..especially the last piece..fix until my fingers swollen..hahax then guguji treat me dinner at pastamania thanks~hehe someone de mood not good..muz smile =)

Do you believe in fate or destiny? Maybe..i do believe in fate sometimes..is like u try to hide urself from someone but somehow u will still happen to saw him/her somehow u cannot avoid..or 2 people being pull together is Fate..Yuan Fen..then when these 2 people started to love one another is Destiny..Zhu Ding..Alot of things in this world are beyond explanations..Destiny or fate refers to the inevitable course of events. It may be conceived as the irresistible power or agency that determines the future, whether in general or of an individual..hahax maybe..believe in urself

Holiday & Maybe

2006-06-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hahax 2 days nv blog le hehe im not busy but lazy =P..holiday almost everyday sleep after 3am hahax i think i going to become a big panda very soon maybe.. i should get myself a sunglass, cool right? bleahx jk i dun like specs.. anyway these few days kinda boring..been watching tv..maybe i suppose this is how my holidays should be..sad sad..i wan pool~ got freedom like got no freedom liddat..lolx =P

Hehe i haven done a single thing on my e-learning stuff..cham..but its not my fault is the stupid school de server..gives me headache..Hahax like i have said the school server is worst than the neopet server.. less than a few thousand user only jiu traffic jam le hahax this few days should be staying at home watching my po li hua.. the show very nice recommended by me =) if u wanna borrow from me muz wait coz got ppl already booked it before i even started watching >.< hahax every pigu right?

Haix..I got alot of questions on my mind now~why why why? ..my mind too complex..first question of all is Wad am i thinking? follow by.. Do i understand myself? weird that i can understand others so easily but not myself? issit just like my guguji says i dun trust myself? hmmmm.. being good is it something wrong? hahax "maybe" thats wad i felt.. Boys being good to gals..yet ended up breaking..the next thing comes in ur mind is why? and is the gals that initiate and will say -u r too good-..ridiculous? So they shouldnt regret for making such decision =) hahax always got gals tell is "good guys are extinct"..i will only reply them with a smile coz i also dunnoe wad to reply them..yea..

Maybe..

Past & grow

2006-06-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today's been a tiring day and boring day..probably theres nothing much to do other than school works, surveys and projects..bleahx holiday hooo~! holiday mode switch on le..today been a bad boy pon my maths lesson..my fren definitely will give me a heavy backstab =X coz i li siao him too much liao..hahax whole afternoon been sleeping weather in the morning kinda nice..Its been so long i haven been walking in the rain..the last time i was enjoying that i during sec 1 or 2 walking with desmond they all..

Life is so much carefree in the past, agree? Everyone will change..Have You ever thought returning to the past? If u are given a chance to amend a mistakes (that u regret totally) wad will you amend? hmmm..To me..probably theres nothing i wanna change..i have a kinda of weird attitude that make me do things without regretting..so wads done cannot be undone..we must learn from mistakes and learn to let go and accept wadever it is..this is when we learn to grow..dun always live in the past..do you no good..Hehe my horoscope todays says to get something i muz try to let it go and let it come back to me..kinda curious wad is the thing that i really wan..but its kinda true if u wan the thing and u wont let it go..it will still leave u even further than u think..amazing right? wad do u think? hmmmm..

Guguji & Emails

2006-06-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hahax my guguji started to rebel liao & calling its owner asshole..argh it suxs bleahx XP..haix..cant my guguji think of some nice name to thank this wonderful didi cum owner..hahax finally got my testi from my meimei..haix get 1 testi from her is so hard sia..ppl too bz with lao gong liao forget this kor kor..ask me to get a da sao >.< hmmm well all i can say is see bah..Today look thru some of my emails..and i came across something very interesting..its about attraction and the relationship between guys & women. If you ever hear a woman say the words, "He's nice", you can pull out all the money you have on you and bet that she's not ATTRACTED to the guy she's talking about. You think its true? Women don't use the word "Nice" to describe men that they're FEELING it for. The most interesting is the author believes that TELLING a woman that you "like her" is one of the WORST things you can do. Becoz because it takes the MAGIC,the SUSPENSE, the MYSTERY, and the SEXUAL TENSION out of the situation. Pops the balloon and kills the chemistry..kinda chim but i understand. The best method is "DO something, don't SAY something." Words are to be used when ACTIONS don't work better..Tmr will be the last day before holiday starts yesh~! Todays practical is something i didnt expected hahax probably it is too easy..tmr also got another practical im dying..someone please kill me!

Bored 2 Death

2006-05-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, i cannot believe myself that i am actually blogging...hahax got influenced by my jies..firstly muz thanks them for helping me create such a wonderful masterpiece =) hehe anyways recently this word have came across my mind "Death". Hmmm curious right? i also dunnoe why? i am also questioning myself..probably life is boring..yet my gu gu ji says that bored is not a good reason to die. Yupp she's right maybe i should find a better reason to die for. Its easy to say but its hard to do it..everyone fear of death,who doesnt? Sometimes things surrounds us goes so bad and your mind starts to take over you.. maybe u will just feel like dieing. And today i got this freaky idea =) cool right? hahax maybe its just too bored u feel like exploding thats all. What will the world be if everyone can explode and wont get harm hehe.. just crapping around. hahax somemore i wont die yet not until someone =) .. hahax if i ever die will someone cry for me? hmmmm..